Why does it takes me 27 years to realise that I am no angel and there is no limit to perfection? Why seek perfection when you are not and what is the benchmark for perfect?
Unlike Mathematics test, you can achieve a perfect score but only because there is a define solution and answer to each problem, but could this be applied to our everyday life? Everyone has a different definition of "a Perfect Life", because we were each brought up in different environments, we meet different types/characters of people and have different likes and dislikes. How many of them are then satisfied with their "Perfect Life" after achieving them? There is no limits in life.
Someone once mentioned, "Every imperfect person are perfect in the eyes of people who loves them, as flaws can be compromise and also because love is blind". Funny but true, but as time passes in a relation, we started to see flaws, flaws that are present and obvious before we knew them or during the honeymoon stage, but we used to choice to foresee. Does this mean that we forgot to compromise or we chose not to close one eye for the "mistakes" he made?
But then again, in every actions that we do, there is a right and wrong, and the only difference is the percentage of rightness in each action. And for every action, there will be a reaction. If you could look another way, his actions could be a reaction of your actions, because we should never forget it takes two hands to clap and two to tango.
Coming to terms with (imperfect)Me, (no longer trying to outdo)Myself and (choose to be loved for what)I (am worth).
Singing Happily to the tunes of: Martin Nievera - Love me for what I am (Original Singer would be the Carpenters)
If what you want, Isn't natural for me
I won't pretend to keep you, What I am I have to be
The picture of perfection, Is only in your mind
For all your expectations, Love can never be designed
We either take each other, For ev'rything we are
Or leave the life, We've made behind, And make another start
You've got to love me, For what I am
For simply being me, Don't love me
For what you intend, Or hope that I will be
And if you're only using me, To feed your fantasy
You're really not in love, So let me go, I must be free
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
(Issue 56) To Nete, I never meant to Hurt
I am aware of my unfair actions to push you to the limits, and have a ridiculous thought that you would still be all for me after pushing you off the cliff. I hope you don't see it as if I push you off the cliff but instead I prevented you from falling into my bottomless pit. I did not want to start a relationship without confidence it would turn fruitful. I did not want you to suffer another lost so quickly after you put your heart into it. Sorry, I may sound fake and pretentious, I just care too much to hurt you.
Nete, I might be returning to Singapore for good, and I thought "Why not give this relationship another chance". However, I know that this chance is no longer up to me to decide. Therefore, I messaged you for a possible chance to meet, but was rejected due to another high possibility to feel hurt again by me, you 'postpone' it to an infinite date. I then told the last chance by telling you I have something important to tell you, and you laughed in your response. From this laughter, I could see that you are covering for the hurt I gave or you want to avoid talking.
Nete, I have learned that you closed your doors and it is also time for me to close mine. Although we never end up as a couple, I shall say that you had and always been good to me, regardless of the countless unpleasant experience I throw to you. Thank you and I am forever sorry. I hope that you would find someone more worth falling in love than me. Hopefully one day when we meet again, we can be friends lending support to one another and not acquaintance.
Coming to terms with (deep from my heart, I hope you could understand my actions and forgive)Me, (couldn't even make peace with)Myself and (will learn to closed this door and move on)I.
Singing out loud to: Christina Aguilera - Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
Nete, I might be returning to Singapore for good, and I thought "Why not give this relationship another chance". However, I know that this chance is no longer up to me to decide. Therefore, I messaged you for a possible chance to meet, but was rejected due to another high possibility to feel hurt again by me, you 'postpone' it to an infinite date. I then told the last chance by telling you I have something important to tell you, and you laughed in your response. From this laughter, I could see that you are covering for the hurt I gave or you want to avoid talking.
Nete, I have learned that you closed your doors and it is also time for me to close mine. Although we never end up as a couple, I shall say that you had and always been good to me, regardless of the countless unpleasant experience I throw to you. Thank you and I am forever sorry. I hope that you would find someone more worth falling in love than me. Hopefully one day when we meet again, we can be friends lending support to one another and not acquaintance.
Coming to terms with (deep from my heart, I hope you could understand my actions and forgive)Me, (couldn't even make peace with)Myself and (will learn to closed this door and move on)I.
Singing out loud to: Christina Aguilera - Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
(Issue 55) First Impression
First impression. Is it that important and lasting? I guess it is not if the person doesn't hate you and continue to be friends of yours and try to know you better. However it is also the first impression that determines whether he wants to continue to be friends with you or not.
Lately, I found out that I have two types of first impressions and neither of them are good. When I am not drunk or not clubbing, I am always known as the "ATAS" (not upscale, but the arrogant proud arse), and when I am high in clubs or when I feel the the barrier has been broken, I become the "Club Slut". However haven't they thought that I am a slow ice-breaker and therefore choose to talk to people I am comfortable with. And as for "Club Slut", I guess I am someone who bitches and an open book in terms of my desires, but many doesn't know that I am a talker with not much actions.
I came across this article when I was browsing around and I do find it quite true:
1. Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most susceptible?
2. Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
3. Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me. The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
4. Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
5. Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
6. Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?
7. Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?
I just feel that many of times I portrait to be strong, confident and open guy, but deep down inside I was hiding something. I realise that only my closest friend knows that I am looking for a stable and long term relation, but everyone else sees me as a heart-breaker from my first impression.
Should I change or should I continue to be myself? Am I letting chances slide by because of my "unhealthy" first impressions? I guess I would continue to be myself and if I grow old and single, at least I have true friends who understands me and I had been living my own life instead of painting a illusion of a perfect guy.
Coming into terms with (hope to be able to exchange love with that special someone out there soon) Me, (enjoys being) Myself and (hates but had accepted the fact that I would be greatly mistaken for the real me) I.
Listening to my dedication to Nete (I hope u don't stand me up anymore): 萧亚轩 - 不远
突然那几秒, 好像天使飞过, 看著你微笑, 那段时间都禁止
远远的注视, 仿佛爱情就该如此, 为所爱的人, 在我心里留一个位置
虽然那前方模糊, 可是想法清清楚楚, 比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处, 默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来, 放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处, 不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我, 那是我最大的幸福
对你的期待, 每段都有记载, 每一个眼神, 我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞, 不止一样没人明白, 已经快忘了, 当初迁就在这里等待
虽然那前方模糊, 可是想法清清楚楚, 比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处, 默默地为你祝福,
把对你的爱藏起来, 放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处, 不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我, 那是我最大的幸福
Translation: At a Near Distant
Looking at your smile, seconds frozed as if there was an appearance of an angel.
At a distant gaze, it is, as if love should be this so, where I reserve a place in my heart for the person I love.
Althought the future is blur, but I am certain of what I want, more than any one else I wish for you to be happy.
Standing near you at a distant place, silently prays blessing for you
(I) lay aside your love, and lets you pursue (your desire)
Standing beside my love (for you), it doesn't matter how tough the wait would be
My greatest blessing is if you think of me when you are alone.
I have recorded my every anticipation for you, and I longed to keep every look from your eyes.
Not afraid of lonieness, it doesn't matter if no one understands why, it is soon forgotten what initially gave in (for me to) wait here for.
Lately, I found out that I have two types of first impressions and neither of them are good. When I am not drunk or not clubbing, I am always known as the "ATAS" (not upscale, but the arrogant proud arse), and when I am high in clubs or when I feel the the barrier has been broken, I become the "Club Slut". However haven't they thought that I am a slow ice-breaker and therefore choose to talk to people I am comfortable with. And as for "Club Slut", I guess I am someone who bitches and an open book in terms of my desires, but many doesn't know that I am a talker with not much actions.
I came across this article when I was browsing around and I do find it quite true:
1. Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most susceptible?
2. Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
3. Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me. The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
4. Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
5. Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
6. Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?
7. Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?
I just feel that many of times I portrait to be strong, confident and open guy, but deep down inside I was hiding something. I realise that only my closest friend knows that I am looking for a stable and long term relation, but everyone else sees me as a heart-breaker from my first impression.
Should I change or should I continue to be myself? Am I letting chances slide by because of my "unhealthy" first impressions? I guess I would continue to be myself and if I grow old and single, at least I have true friends who understands me and I had been living my own life instead of painting a illusion of a perfect guy.
Coming into terms with (hope to be able to exchange love with that special someone out there soon) Me, (enjoys being) Myself and (hates but had accepted the fact that I would be greatly mistaken for the real me) I.
Listening to my dedication to Nete (I hope u don't stand me up anymore): 萧亚轩 - 不远
突然那几秒, 好像天使飞过, 看著你微笑, 那段时间都禁止
远远的注视, 仿佛爱情就该如此, 为所爱的人, 在我心里留一个位置
虽然那前方模糊, 可是想法清清楚楚, 比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处, 默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来, 放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处, 不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我, 那是我最大的幸福
对你的期待, 每段都有记载, 每一个眼神, 我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞, 不止一样没人明白, 已经快忘了, 当初迁就在这里等待
虽然那前方模糊, 可是想法清清楚楚, 比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处, 默默地为你祝福,
把对你的爱藏起来, 放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处, 不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我, 那是我最大的幸福
Translation: At a Near Distant
Looking at your smile, seconds frozed as if there was an appearance of an angel.
At a distant gaze, it is, as if love should be this so, where I reserve a place in my heart for the person I love.
Althought the future is blur, but I am certain of what I want, more than any one else I wish for you to be happy.
Standing near you at a distant place, silently prays blessing for you
(I) lay aside your love, and lets you pursue (your desire)
Standing beside my love (for you), it doesn't matter how tough the wait would be
My greatest blessing is if you think of me when you are alone.
I have recorded my every anticipation for you, and I longed to keep every look from your eyes.
Not afraid of lonieness, it doesn't matter if no one understands why, it is soon forgotten what initially gave in (for me to) wait here for.
Monday, May 28, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 24) - Conclusion
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Written and Publish on Dec 13 2005, 11:58 PM
Zee opens his heavy eyes slowly, he feels someone is holding his hand and resting beside him. He tosses to the side weakly and sees Issac sleeping soundly beside him. He feels a sense of belonging seeing Issac with him, he reaches out to caress Issac soft hair slowly.
Issac stirs a little but continues to sleep, Zee doesn't want to wake him up. He just lies there, trying to recall what had happened. Zee could only remembered seeing a strong beam of lights and nothing else. His head starts to hurt a little and he groans in pain.
Issac wakes up with a scare and realizes that Zee has woken up, he squeals in delight but when he notices that Zee is in pain, he panics and shouts for the nursing staffs.
After examining Zee, the doctor prescribed some painkillers for him and left, leaving Issac alone with Zee. Zee asks weakly, "Why are you here? When did you fly over?"
Issac replies with tears in his eyes, "You really scared me, Zee! When I couldn't get you on the phone after your sms. I bought a ticket and flew over. The first thing I heard when I touched down was you met with an accident and hospitalized."
Zee wipes away the tears on Issac?s face weakly, "I am sorry to have caused you to worry. I must have hurt you so much. I am so sorry. I didn't realized how important you are to me till now. I am sorry!"
He continues, "I have been a selfish brat and totally disregard your existence. I thought everyone owes me and I hated Mach and KK, but all these while, I was the one creating trouble and havoc. I am so glad I am still alive."
Issac starts to sob loudly, "Don't say such things, Zee! I love you with no conditions. I don't care what you have done, I know I can't do without you, I was so worried I will lose you and not able to see you again! Please, Zee! Don't leave me!"
Zee reaches for Issac's hands, apologizing, "Don't cry, my baby. I was at fault, I shouldn't have done all those things and made use of you. I don't want to leave just yet. I want to be with you, enjoying your company, loving you."
Issac nods his head repeatedly and says in between sobs, "Yes! I want to be with you as well, Zee! I love you so much." Zee says, "Forgive me for what I have done to you, ok? Let's starts afresh and leave all the nightmares behind us."
Mach and KK open the door to the ward and see Issac and Zee holding hands and crying. Mach closes the door gently and quips, "Reunion? In the hospital? How corny can you guys get?"
Zee is surprised to see KK with Mach, and he notices that both of them are standing very close to each other, sending vibes as a couple. He asks, "What are the two of you doing here?"
Issac says happily, "They have gotten together now! After all these ordeals, they found true love in each other, drawing strength from each other!"
Zee asks with a puzzled look, "KK and Mach is a couple? What happened?" KK smiles, "Don't worry too much, just get well soon and we will fill you in the details when you recover."
"Yes, get well soon and let's put everything behind us and start afresh." agrees Mach. Zee nods and smiles, holding Issac's hands tightly.
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Written and Publish on Dec 13 2005, 11:58 PM
Zee opens his heavy eyes slowly, he feels someone is holding his hand and resting beside him. He tosses to the side weakly and sees Issac sleeping soundly beside him. He feels a sense of belonging seeing Issac with him, he reaches out to caress Issac soft hair slowly.
Issac stirs a little but continues to sleep, Zee doesn't want to wake him up. He just lies there, trying to recall what had happened. Zee could only remembered seeing a strong beam of lights and nothing else. His head starts to hurt a little and he groans in pain.
Issac wakes up with a scare and realizes that Zee has woken up, he squeals in delight but when he notices that Zee is in pain, he panics and shouts for the nursing staffs.
After examining Zee, the doctor prescribed some painkillers for him and left, leaving Issac alone with Zee. Zee asks weakly, "Why are you here? When did you fly over?"
Issac replies with tears in his eyes, "You really scared me, Zee! When I couldn't get you on the phone after your sms. I bought a ticket and flew over. The first thing I heard when I touched down was you met with an accident and hospitalized."
Zee wipes away the tears on Issac?s face weakly, "I am sorry to have caused you to worry. I must have hurt you so much. I am so sorry. I didn't realized how important you are to me till now. I am sorry!"
He continues, "I have been a selfish brat and totally disregard your existence. I thought everyone owes me and I hated Mach and KK, but all these while, I was the one creating trouble and havoc. I am so glad I am still alive."
Issac starts to sob loudly, "Don't say such things, Zee! I love you with no conditions. I don't care what you have done, I know I can't do without you, I was so worried I will lose you and not able to see you again! Please, Zee! Don't leave me!"
Zee reaches for Issac's hands, apologizing, "Don't cry, my baby. I was at fault, I shouldn't have done all those things and made use of you. I don't want to leave just yet. I want to be with you, enjoying your company, loving you."
Issac nods his head repeatedly and says in between sobs, "Yes! I want to be with you as well, Zee! I love you so much." Zee says, "Forgive me for what I have done to you, ok? Let's starts afresh and leave all the nightmares behind us."
Mach and KK open the door to the ward and see Issac and Zee holding hands and crying. Mach closes the door gently and quips, "Reunion? In the hospital? How corny can you guys get?"
Zee is surprised to see KK with Mach, and he notices that both of them are standing very close to each other, sending vibes as a couple. He asks, "What are the two of you doing here?"
Issac says happily, "They have gotten together now! After all these ordeals, they found true love in each other, drawing strength from each other!"
Zee asks with a puzzled look, "KK and Mach is a couple? What happened?" KK smiles, "Don't worry too much, just get well soon and we will fill you in the details when you recover."
"Yes, get well soon and let's put everything behind us and start afresh." agrees Mach. Zee nods and smiles, holding Issac's hands tightly.
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 23)
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Written and Publish on Dec 12 2005, 10:37 PM
Issac is puzzled with Zee's sms, he has thought it was over between Zee and him. Though he is still very much in love with Zee, he knows that Zee has probably never been serious about him so the sms sent by Zee asking for reconciliation really surprises Issac.
Issac is also worried about Zee, he tries calling Zee's mobile but Zee is not picking up. He tries Mach's mobile and it is unreachable as well. The more he thinks about it, the more worried he gets. In the end, he calls up a travel agent and book the earliest flight to Hong Kong.
Mach rests KK on his bed gently and hurries to the bathroom to take a towel and wet it. He starts to cleanse the wounds on KK's body, causing KK to moan in pain. Mach could feel as if he is the one with the injuries when he is cleansing KK.
He mumbles to KK, "I am so sorry to have caused this. All I want is to protect you! But I can?t, I am so useless! I dare not tell you I like you and I am hard on you because I want you to be the cream of the crop but I have hurt you and destroyed you!"
KK says weakly, "What did you just say? Did you say you like me? Why?" "Yes, I like you, KK! I liked you since the first day we met! Your appearance caused ripples in my otherwise calm exterior. I love you!" Mach declares.
"But I slept with Issac, weren't you hopping mad then? Why do you love me?" KK asks. "I knew it wasn't your fault, what I did to you was wrong and foolish, I shouldn't have let you go. I should have made you stay by my side and let me love you with all my heart." Mach says softly.
KK holds Mach's hands weakly, touched by Mach's declaration. "Ok, make sure you take good care of me from now on. Don't ditch me like what you did the last time." Mach looks at KK lovingly and says with teary eyes, "I swear I will love you with all my heart and soul. I will always be with you."
Zee wanders around the streets aimlessly, he couldn't understand why had Mach made him an idiot to wait in vain for Mica. He hates Mach for failing to acknowledge him, he has never been rejected and to be sidelined by Mach, Zee feels extremely hurt.
Zee crosses the road without looking at the traffic and suddenly a screech awakens Zee and the next thing he knows, he is hit by an oncoming vehicle and lost consciousness.
Mach is hugging the sound asleep KK when the phone rings, startling him. He picks it up, "Hello, is that Mr Mach?" Mach replies, "Yes, I am him. Who's that?" "I am calling from the hospital and we have a car accident patient by the name of Zee, are you his friend?"
"Yes, I am his colleague. Is he all right? Seriously injured? What happened?" Mach asks anxiously. "He is out of danger now but we need someone to come over to sign the documents for his admittance to the hospital." "Ok, I will be there in a short while." Mach says.
Issac switches on his mobile and tries calling Mach, Mach picks up, "Hello?" "Mach! I have been trying to contact you the whole day! Are you ok? Where is Zee? I am in Hong Kong now, where are you guys?"
"I am in the hospital now. Zee met with an accident yesterday and is still in a coma. KK is here as well." Mach says. Issac raises his voice, "What? Zee met with accident? Which hospital are you at?"
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Written and Publish on Dec 12 2005, 10:37 PM
Issac is puzzled with Zee's sms, he has thought it was over between Zee and him. Though he is still very much in love with Zee, he knows that Zee has probably never been serious about him so the sms sent by Zee asking for reconciliation really surprises Issac.
Issac is also worried about Zee, he tries calling Zee's mobile but Zee is not picking up. He tries Mach's mobile and it is unreachable as well. The more he thinks about it, the more worried he gets. In the end, he calls up a travel agent and book the earliest flight to Hong Kong.
Mach rests KK on his bed gently and hurries to the bathroom to take a towel and wet it. He starts to cleanse the wounds on KK's body, causing KK to moan in pain. Mach could feel as if he is the one with the injuries when he is cleansing KK.
He mumbles to KK, "I am so sorry to have caused this. All I want is to protect you! But I can?t, I am so useless! I dare not tell you I like you and I am hard on you because I want you to be the cream of the crop but I have hurt you and destroyed you!"
KK says weakly, "What did you just say? Did you say you like me? Why?" "Yes, I like you, KK! I liked you since the first day we met! Your appearance caused ripples in my otherwise calm exterior. I love you!" Mach declares.
"But I slept with Issac, weren't you hopping mad then? Why do you love me?" KK asks. "I knew it wasn't your fault, what I did to you was wrong and foolish, I shouldn't have let you go. I should have made you stay by my side and let me love you with all my heart." Mach says softly.
KK holds Mach's hands weakly, touched by Mach's declaration. "Ok, make sure you take good care of me from now on. Don't ditch me like what you did the last time." Mach looks at KK lovingly and says with teary eyes, "I swear I will love you with all my heart and soul. I will always be with you."
Zee wanders around the streets aimlessly, he couldn't understand why had Mach made him an idiot to wait in vain for Mica. He hates Mach for failing to acknowledge him, he has never been rejected and to be sidelined by Mach, Zee feels extremely hurt.
Zee crosses the road without looking at the traffic and suddenly a screech awakens Zee and the next thing he knows, he is hit by an oncoming vehicle and lost consciousness.
Mach is hugging the sound asleep KK when the phone rings, startling him. He picks it up, "Hello, is that Mr Mach?" Mach replies, "Yes, I am him. Who's that?" "I am calling from the hospital and we have a car accident patient by the name of Zee, are you his friend?"
"Yes, I am his colleague. Is he all right? Seriously injured? What happened?" Mach asks anxiously. "He is out of danger now but we need someone to come over to sign the documents for his admittance to the hospital." "Ok, I will be there in a short while." Mach says.
Issac switches on his mobile and tries calling Mach, Mach picks up, "Hello?" "Mach! I have been trying to contact you the whole day! Are you ok? Where is Zee? I am in Hong Kong now, where are you guys?"
"I am in the hospital now. Zee met with an accident yesterday and is still in a coma. KK is here as well." Mach says. Issac raises his voice, "What? Zee met with accident? Which hospital are you at?"
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Saturday, May 26, 2007
(Issue 54) I would be Happy
I might be back for long or maybe not, depending on how fate decides to play with my career life. More importantly, I thought of coming back to have a conclusion towards my love decision. I decided not to hide my true feelings and to clear up the situation for the both of us.
It is no longer about me making all the decision to what I want but what he wants. I guess it would be easier to accept his decision, rather than to be unfair. No matter what, I will be waiting, even if he had been attached. However do not mistake that I am waiting for a unpleasant situation (I am more than happy that he found someone who loves him more than I do), instead I am waiting for my love to him slowly changes to care and concern for a friend, if he decided not to be together.
Am I being too negative? Is it because I had realise that given anyone, I would be dumped long ago?
Coming to terms with (him and) Me, (gotta be) Myself and (let him decide) I.
Listening to the tunes of: Kylie Minogue with Kermit the Frog - Especially for You
(original duet with Jason Donovan)
Especially for you, I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you
You were in my heart , My love never changed
I still feel the same.
Especially for you, I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you, To be where you are
No matter how far, And now that I'm next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow,
I've got to say
It's all because of you
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is Especially for you
Especially for you, I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you
I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you Oh,
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, Oh
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is Especially for you
You were in my heart
My love never changed.
It is no longer about me making all the decision to what I want but what he wants. I guess it would be easier to accept his decision, rather than to be unfair. No matter what, I will be waiting, even if he had been attached. However do not mistake that I am waiting for a unpleasant situation (I am more than happy that he found someone who loves him more than I do), instead I am waiting for my love to him slowly changes to care and concern for a friend, if he decided not to be together.
Am I being too negative? Is it because I had realise that given anyone, I would be dumped long ago?
Coming to terms with (him and) Me, (gotta be) Myself and (let him decide) I.
Listening to the tunes of: Kylie Minogue with Kermit the Frog - Especially for You
(original duet with Jason Donovan)
Especially for you, I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you
You were in my heart , My love never changed
I still feel the same.
Especially for you, I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you, To be where you are
No matter how far, And now that I'm next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow,
I've got to say
It's all because of you
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is Especially for you
Especially for you, I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you
I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you Oh,
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, Oh
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is Especially for you
You were in my heart
My love never changed.
Friday, May 25, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 22)
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Written and Publish on Dec 11 2005, 10:21 PM
KK awakens a little after the tight slap, he tries to move but could not. He fails to see that he is being chained. His body feels weak and he doesn't have any strength to retaliate.
He slurs and pants, "Let me go. This is not what I planned. I feel horrible, set me free." Mica laughs, "You think I don't know what you have planned? I am not interested in the little show you have planned for me. I am a regular at this place, I can find out anything at my fingertips."
Mica forcefully pulls down KK's jeans, revealing a clean white pair of Calvin Klein brief. Mica spits on KK's crotch and growls, "Fucking bitch! You want to be clean? I will make sure you are covered with filth tonight!" Mica whips the leather belt onto KK's stomach and KK lets out a yelp.
Tears are flowing down KK's face uncontrollably, the pain is unbearable and KK feels the burning sensation on his taut stomach. He tries to talk and beg but no voice comes out from his mouth.
Mach throws some dollar bills to the driver when they reach dungeon, much to the driver's displeasure. The driver was cursing Mach when he gets off. Mach couldn't care less, he rushes into the main entrance and starts to shout for KK.
One of the staffs try to restrain Mach but is no match for the muscular Mach. Mach darts around the place to search for KK when he hears a familiar voice crying for help.
Mach follows the voice and makes his way to the underground dungeon, he is shocked to see what is in front of him. KK, who is handcuffed to the chains, is totally naked and Mica is whipping him mercilessly with a leather belt.
"Stop it! Let him go, Mica!" Mach orders. Mica looks at Mach and challenges, "You are here to see me perform? I didn't know you are in the scene as well. Where's your lover boy? Get him here and let's have some fun!"
"You sick bastard! Let KK goes! I mean it! Don't make me call the reporters here to do some coverage!" Mach threatens. Mica stares at Mach, "You don't dare to do that, don't forget I have not sign on the dotted line with you yet. You have everything to lose!"
"No! I have nothing to lose! Set KK free! I am willing to forego your business if you let him go otherwise I promise you I will call the reporters now!" Mica throws the belt towards Mach, who dodges from it, he walks towards Mach and hit Mach on his neck before walking away.
Mach, holding his sore neck, rushes over to release KK from the chains. His heart breaks looking at the injured KK. He whispers, "Hang in there. I am bringing you to the doctor now. Try to stay awake."
KK looks up at Mach and replies weakly, "No. I can't go to the doctor, I am drugged, and they will question me if we go to the doctor. Send me back to the hotel and apply some medication will do." Mach shakes his head and tears well up in his eyes.
Mach helps KK out of the cab when they reach Mach's hotel, KK's drunken state attracts some stares from the guests in the lobby but that does not concern Mach, all he wants to do is bring KK to safety.
Both of them fail to notice that Zee is standing at a corner, staring at them angrily. Zee clenches his fist and thinks, "You make me a fool, Mach! You were out happy with KK and made me wait in vain for Mica."
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Written and Publish on Dec 11 2005, 10:21 PM
KK awakens a little after the tight slap, he tries to move but could not. He fails to see that he is being chained. His body feels weak and he doesn't have any strength to retaliate.
He slurs and pants, "Let me go. This is not what I planned. I feel horrible, set me free." Mica laughs, "You think I don't know what you have planned? I am not interested in the little show you have planned for me. I am a regular at this place, I can find out anything at my fingertips."
Mica forcefully pulls down KK's jeans, revealing a clean white pair of Calvin Klein brief. Mica spits on KK's crotch and growls, "Fucking bitch! You want to be clean? I will make sure you are covered with filth tonight!" Mica whips the leather belt onto KK's stomach and KK lets out a yelp.
Tears are flowing down KK's face uncontrollably, the pain is unbearable and KK feels the burning sensation on his taut stomach. He tries to talk and beg but no voice comes out from his mouth.
Mach throws some dollar bills to the driver when they reach dungeon, much to the driver's displeasure. The driver was cursing Mach when he gets off. Mach couldn't care less, he rushes into the main entrance and starts to shout for KK.
One of the staffs try to restrain Mach but is no match for the muscular Mach. Mach darts around the place to search for KK when he hears a familiar voice crying for help.
Mach follows the voice and makes his way to the underground dungeon, he is shocked to see what is in front of him. KK, who is handcuffed to the chains, is totally naked and Mica is whipping him mercilessly with a leather belt.
"Stop it! Let him go, Mica!" Mach orders. Mica looks at Mach and challenges, "You are here to see me perform? I didn't know you are in the scene as well. Where's your lover boy? Get him here and let's have some fun!"
"You sick bastard! Let KK goes! I mean it! Don't make me call the reporters here to do some coverage!" Mach threatens. Mica stares at Mach, "You don't dare to do that, don't forget I have not sign on the dotted line with you yet. You have everything to lose!"
"No! I have nothing to lose! Set KK free! I am willing to forego your business if you let him go otherwise I promise you I will call the reporters now!" Mica throws the belt towards Mach, who dodges from it, he walks towards Mach and hit Mach on his neck before walking away.
Mach, holding his sore neck, rushes over to release KK from the chains. His heart breaks looking at the injured KK. He whispers, "Hang in there. I am bringing you to the doctor now. Try to stay awake."
KK looks up at Mach and replies weakly, "No. I can't go to the doctor, I am drugged, and they will question me if we go to the doctor. Send me back to the hotel and apply some medication will do." Mach shakes his head and tears well up in his eyes.
Mach helps KK out of the cab when they reach Mach's hotel, KK's drunken state attracts some stares from the guests in the lobby but that does not concern Mach, all he wants to do is bring KK to safety.
Both of them fail to notice that Zee is standing at a corner, staring at them angrily. Zee clenches his fist and thinks, "You make me a fool, Mach! You were out happy with KK and made me wait in vain for Mica."
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 21)
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Written and Publish on Dec 10 2005, 11:21 PM
Mach drops his phone, he is shocked to learn that KK is in Hong Kong as well and is targeting the same deal. He knows Mica's preferences from associates in the same industry, Mica is a well known SM pervert who is into torturing.
He has wanted to teach Zee a lesson by getting him to serve Mica so that Zee will know how tough it is to get a footing in this business but he never expects KK to get himself in deep trouble as well. Mach grabs his jacket and rushes out of his room.
Zee presses the door bell to Mica's room and waits anxiously, he could feel his heartbeat thumping so loud that it can be heard in the quiet corridor. After waiting for a minute, he presses the doorbell again. No one answers.
Mach waits impatiently at the taxi stand, no cabs are in sight. He dials the number of KK's mobile and it gets through. "Hello?" comes the reply. "KK! Where are you now? Don't go with Mica! You will not be able to get out of the trouble!" shouts Mach.
KK takes a deep breathe and says, "Mach, I am no longer your employee, I don't answer to you. I know Mica's preferences and I am confident of clinching the deal tonight. I will win you this time. In fact, Mica is picking me up now and we are going to the dungeon, which is his favourite. Bet you didn't know this."
Mach finally manages to flag down a cab and continues, "KK, I know Mica. He is a well known pervert in the SM circle, and he has no intention of just going for your plan. He is targeting you! Leave now before it is too late!"
KK snorts, "Is that the best excuse you can come up with, Mach? Why would you be concerned with my safety? You only think of yourself! You expect me to believe you? Damn you! I am going to beat you flat this time."
Before Mach can continue, KK has hung up the call. Mach directs the driver to head straight to the dungeon while KK gets on Mica's Porsche. Mica starts to touch KK once he gets in the car and KK fends off strategically, "No hurry, Mica! You will enjoy when we are at the dungeon later, I have planned a great show for you."
Mica thinks to himself, "Bitch! I am not interested in your show! All I want is to get you. You think you planned a show? I have made sure your show doesn't happen and I get my way later when we reach the dungeon. I will let your worst nightmare comes true and gives you what you begged for!"
When Mica pulls his Porsche up the parking lot, he leads the way to the dungeon, much to KK's surprise. KK has expected Mica to be more passive and secretive but Mica seems very much familiar with the surroundings.
Mica orders a drink for KK and forces him to gulp fully the contents, KK has wanted to resist but decided against it, thinking that the drink is no big deal. He thinks as long as he finishes the drink, he can get the show to start and it will divert Mica's attention.
After a few minutes, KK feels his head spinning and the same deja-vu feelings came back to him. He knows he has been drugged and Mica has stood up and grabbed him by the collar, "Bitch! You are going to get it from me!" growls Mica.
Mica tears KK's shirt and handcuffed him to the chains, he gives KK a tight slap on the face, reddening his face. "Slut! Try to seduce me?" Mica shouts.
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Written and Publish on Dec 10 2005, 11:21 PM
Mach drops his phone, he is shocked to learn that KK is in Hong Kong as well and is targeting the same deal. He knows Mica's preferences from associates in the same industry, Mica is a well known SM pervert who is into torturing.
He has wanted to teach Zee a lesson by getting him to serve Mica so that Zee will know how tough it is to get a footing in this business but he never expects KK to get himself in deep trouble as well. Mach grabs his jacket and rushes out of his room.
Zee presses the door bell to Mica's room and waits anxiously, he could feel his heartbeat thumping so loud that it can be heard in the quiet corridor. After waiting for a minute, he presses the doorbell again. No one answers.
Mach waits impatiently at the taxi stand, no cabs are in sight. He dials the number of KK's mobile and it gets through. "Hello?" comes the reply. "KK! Where are you now? Don't go with Mica! You will not be able to get out of the trouble!" shouts Mach.
KK takes a deep breathe and says, "Mach, I am no longer your employee, I don't answer to you. I know Mica's preferences and I am confident of clinching the deal tonight. I will win you this time. In fact, Mica is picking me up now and we are going to the dungeon, which is his favourite. Bet you didn't know this."
Mach finally manages to flag down a cab and continues, "KK, I know Mica. He is a well known pervert in the SM circle, and he has no intention of just going for your plan. He is targeting you! Leave now before it is too late!"
KK snorts, "Is that the best excuse you can come up with, Mach? Why would you be concerned with my safety? You only think of yourself! You expect me to believe you? Damn you! I am going to beat you flat this time."
Before Mach can continue, KK has hung up the call. Mach directs the driver to head straight to the dungeon while KK gets on Mica's Porsche. Mica starts to touch KK once he gets in the car and KK fends off strategically, "No hurry, Mica! You will enjoy when we are at the dungeon later, I have planned a great show for you."
Mica thinks to himself, "Bitch! I am not interested in your show! All I want is to get you. You think you planned a show? I have made sure your show doesn't happen and I get my way later when we reach the dungeon. I will let your worst nightmare comes true and gives you what you begged for!"
When Mica pulls his Porsche up the parking lot, he leads the way to the dungeon, much to KK's surprise. KK has expected Mica to be more passive and secretive but Mica seems very much familiar with the surroundings.
Mica orders a drink for KK and forces him to gulp fully the contents, KK has wanted to resist but decided against it, thinking that the drink is no big deal. He thinks as long as he finishes the drink, he can get the show to start and it will divert Mica's attention.
After a few minutes, KK feels his head spinning and the same deja-vu feelings came back to him. He knows he has been drugged and Mica has stood up and grabbed him by the collar, "Bitch! You are going to get it from me!" growls Mica.
Mica tears KK's shirt and handcuffed him to the chains, he gives KK a tight slap on the face, reddening his face. "Slut! Try to seduce me?" Mica shouts.
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 20)
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Written and Publish on Dec 10 2005, 01:24 AM
Coming out of the bathroom naked, Mach looks at his muscular body in the mirror. He knows that his build and looks are rare to come by for a man in their forties. He has advances from males and females, especially in this business where he often gets offers to hop into bed with the rich and powerful.
Mach has resisted all these temptations and even offered to take care of Charlyn financially in order to cover the fact that he is gay. He feels that he needs to uphold the integrity of an elder sibling and refuses his peers or competitors to have the chance to attack his morality as a homosexual.
He refrains from having sex with males, indulging in the man-to-man sex occasionally when he is overseas. Though he isn't really turned on by caucasians, he normally pays for anonymous sex in Europe, knowing that he will not be spotted in that region.
Mach, caressing himself, sees flashes of KK in his head. He has fallen for KK since the day he walked in the office for interview with Issac and Zee. He is attracted to the manly silent character of KK and after getting him to work with him personally, he is even more infatuated with KK for his self-righteous and matured mentality.
He realizes he is having a raging hardon and he tries to shake off the images of KK, he picks up the phone and calls Zee, "Zee, you now have the chance to prove yourself. Dress up casually and head over to Mica's hotel later. I can see the lust in his eyes for you."
"What? You want me to offer my body to him to get the deal? Are you sure, Mach? You are not joking, right?" Zee asks. "No, I am not kidding. This is the business world and you have to do what you need to." Mach replies coldly.
Zee takes a cold shower after hanging up the phone, he is puzzled and angry with Mach. He couldn't understand why would Mach need to resort to such tactics to clinch the deal and he is angry at Mach for suggesting that he gives his body for client's pleasure.
Zee knows he is an attractive young man, his skin is supple and smooth, not a single blemish can be found on his face. He is always the outstanding one in school in terms of looks, he was even chosen to head a television commercial about career in army when he was serving his national duty.
Zee knows how to make use of his looks to work things to his favour and he is intent to impress Mach and clinch the deal so he is getting ready for Mica, cleaning and cleansing himself thoroughly, he sprays on his favourite Issey Miyake and put on an assemble of youthful but sexy wear.
Zee hops on a cab to go over to Mica's hotel, his heart is pumping hard. He has never done sex for favour before, at least not to a complete stranger. On his journey, he smses Issac and tells him that he was sorry for what he had done and wants to reconcile with Issac when he is back in Singapore.
Mach calls Mica on his mobile, "Mica, I am getting Zee over to invite you for a drink. You guys go and enjoy yourself, Zee is free tonight and will keep you company. Feel free to go with the flow."
Mica replies, "That's very nice of you, Mach! I am indeed impressed with Zee and would love to spend some quality time with him but alas, not tonight. I am meeting someone else and I am going to screw that bitch!"
Mach seems surprised and asks, "Who is the bitch? Zee is already on his way. Where are you heading?" "Picking KK up." comes Mica curt reply.
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Written and Publish on Dec 10 2005, 01:24 AM
Coming out of the bathroom naked, Mach looks at his muscular body in the mirror. He knows that his build and looks are rare to come by for a man in their forties. He has advances from males and females, especially in this business where he often gets offers to hop into bed with the rich and powerful.
Mach has resisted all these temptations and even offered to take care of Charlyn financially in order to cover the fact that he is gay. He feels that he needs to uphold the integrity of an elder sibling and refuses his peers or competitors to have the chance to attack his morality as a homosexual.
He refrains from having sex with males, indulging in the man-to-man sex occasionally when he is overseas. Though he isn't really turned on by caucasians, he normally pays for anonymous sex in Europe, knowing that he will not be spotted in that region.
Mach, caressing himself, sees flashes of KK in his head. He has fallen for KK since the day he walked in the office for interview with Issac and Zee. He is attracted to the manly silent character of KK and after getting him to work with him personally, he is even more infatuated with KK for his self-righteous and matured mentality.
He realizes he is having a raging hardon and he tries to shake off the images of KK, he picks up the phone and calls Zee, "Zee, you now have the chance to prove yourself. Dress up casually and head over to Mica's hotel later. I can see the lust in his eyes for you."
"What? You want me to offer my body to him to get the deal? Are you sure, Mach? You are not joking, right?" Zee asks. "No, I am not kidding. This is the business world and you have to do what you need to." Mach replies coldly.
Zee takes a cold shower after hanging up the phone, he is puzzled and angry with Mach. He couldn't understand why would Mach need to resort to such tactics to clinch the deal and he is angry at Mach for suggesting that he gives his body for client's pleasure.
Zee knows he is an attractive young man, his skin is supple and smooth, not a single blemish can be found on his face. He is always the outstanding one in school in terms of looks, he was even chosen to head a television commercial about career in army when he was serving his national duty.
Zee knows how to make use of his looks to work things to his favour and he is intent to impress Mach and clinch the deal so he is getting ready for Mica, cleaning and cleansing himself thoroughly, he sprays on his favourite Issey Miyake and put on an assemble of youthful but sexy wear.
Zee hops on a cab to go over to Mica's hotel, his heart is pumping hard. He has never done sex for favour before, at least not to a complete stranger. On his journey, he smses Issac and tells him that he was sorry for what he had done and wants to reconcile with Issac when he is back in Singapore.
Mach calls Mica on his mobile, "Mica, I am getting Zee over to invite you for a drink. You guys go and enjoy yourself, Zee is free tonight and will keep you company. Feel free to go with the flow."
Mica replies, "That's very nice of you, Mach! I am indeed impressed with Zee and would love to spend some quality time with him but alas, not tonight. I am meeting someone else and I am going to screw that bitch!"
Mach seems surprised and asks, "Who is the bitch? Zee is already on his way. Where are you heading?" "Picking KK up." comes Mica curt reply.
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 19)
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Written and Publish on Dec 8 2005, 12:11 AM
Both Mach and Zee boarded the flight, oblivious to the fact that KK is taking the same flight. KK catches a glimpse of the duo when he boards the plane and immediately dodges from their view.
Mach and Zee stay at the same hotel but different floor and Zee is taking offense that Mach doesn't respect him as his co-worker. He vows to impress the clients with his trip here and wants Mach to acknowledge his presence. He knows he wanted recognition from Mach badly.
On the other hand, KK has met up with the private investigator immediately after touching down. He looks pleased when he took over the files and think to himself, "I am going to show Mach and Zee what I am capable of. I am just as good, if not better, than both of them. I want them to admit defeat this round."
Mach and Zee are the first to meet up with Mica Scarlett, the Managing Director of the firm which is going to be listed in the Singapore Exchange. They got down to business immediately after saying hellos. Zee is a little overwhelmed by the whirlwind process.
Throughout the presentation, Zee is busy with the powerpoint slides and fails to notice the attention he is getting from Mica but Mach realizes the sexual tension from Mica and smiles, he tells himself, "This one is in the bag."
When they are done with the presentation, Mach says, "Mica, thank you so much for your time. Let's go for a drink later tonight. Just to chill, what say you?" Mica answers, "Call me later to confirm, I have to meet someone else soon."
KK makes his way to Mica's office an hour later and misses Mach and Zee. Armed with information he digs about Mica, KK feels confident and breezes through the presentation. Before he switches off his laptop, he casually asks, "I heard you are meeting other agencies as well, my guess Mach is here as well?"
Mica looks at KK interestingly and quips, "You sure do your homework about your competitors and yes, Mach just presented his proposal to me earlier and let's says I am impressed with both of you right now."
KK flashes his pearlies and inches closer to Mica, he whispers, "I have some interesting plans for you tonight and I know you will like it definitely. Shall I pick you up later?"
Mica looks at KK closely, admiring the manly features and he is indeed aroused. He smiles, "Mach is also asking me out tonight and I think he knows my interests just as well. So what makes you think your plan will catch my attention more?"
"You don't have to turn down Mach's invitation. You just merely stand him up later. If you don't like what I have planned for you later, you can always call up Mach and rearranged. He will be more than pleased to do that. You have nothing to lose." KK challenges.
"Yes, I have nothing to lose indeed. I might be only here in Hong Kong for less than a year but I am still a prominent figure in this business. I have to watch what I do to avoid unnecessary publicity. So what are you willing to wedge on to prove to me you are confident of your plan?" Mica asks with a smile.
"If you don't like what I have planned, I will work down the charges for my proposal to your comfort level, with no objections. So is that good enough?" KK smiles confidently.
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Written and Publish on Dec 8 2005, 12:11 AM
Both Mach and Zee boarded the flight, oblivious to the fact that KK is taking the same flight. KK catches a glimpse of the duo when he boards the plane and immediately dodges from their view.
Mach and Zee stay at the same hotel but different floor and Zee is taking offense that Mach doesn't respect him as his co-worker. He vows to impress the clients with his trip here and wants Mach to acknowledge his presence. He knows he wanted recognition from Mach badly.
On the other hand, KK has met up with the private investigator immediately after touching down. He looks pleased when he took over the files and think to himself, "I am going to show Mach and Zee what I am capable of. I am just as good, if not better, than both of them. I want them to admit defeat this round."
Mach and Zee are the first to meet up with Mica Scarlett, the Managing Director of the firm which is going to be listed in the Singapore Exchange. They got down to business immediately after saying hellos. Zee is a little overwhelmed by the whirlwind process.
Throughout the presentation, Zee is busy with the powerpoint slides and fails to notice the attention he is getting from Mica but Mach realizes the sexual tension from Mica and smiles, he tells himself, "This one is in the bag."
When they are done with the presentation, Mach says, "Mica, thank you so much for your time. Let's go for a drink later tonight. Just to chill, what say you?" Mica answers, "Call me later to confirm, I have to meet someone else soon."
KK makes his way to Mica's office an hour later and misses Mach and Zee. Armed with information he digs about Mica, KK feels confident and breezes through the presentation. Before he switches off his laptop, he casually asks, "I heard you are meeting other agencies as well, my guess Mach is here as well?"
Mica looks at KK interestingly and quips, "You sure do your homework about your competitors and yes, Mach just presented his proposal to me earlier and let's says I am impressed with both of you right now."
KK flashes his pearlies and inches closer to Mica, he whispers, "I have some interesting plans for you tonight and I know you will like it definitely. Shall I pick you up later?"
Mica looks at KK closely, admiring the manly features and he is indeed aroused. He smiles, "Mach is also asking me out tonight and I think he knows my interests just as well. So what makes you think your plan will catch my attention more?"
"You don't have to turn down Mach's invitation. You just merely stand him up later. If you don't like what I have planned for you later, you can always call up Mach and rearranged. He will be more than pleased to do that. You have nothing to lose." KK challenges.
"Yes, I have nothing to lose indeed. I might be only here in Hong Kong for less than a year but I am still a prominent figure in this business. I have to watch what I do to avoid unnecessary publicity. So what are you willing to wedge on to prove to me you are confident of your plan?" Mica asks with a smile.
"If you don't like what I have planned, I will work down the charges for my proposal to your comfort level, with no objections. So is that good enough?" KK smiles confidently.
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Monday, May 21, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 18)
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Written and Publish on Dec 6 2005, 09:22 PM
Issac is packing his luggage when Mach walks into his room, "Are you done? Ready for the big challenge when we reach Hong Kong tomorrow? I will arrange for you to meet some of our clients there. It will be a great exposure for you."
Issac stops packing and asks, "Mach, you know KK and I were set up that night, right?" Mach sits on the edge of the bed and nods. Issac continues, "Then why do you still blame KK? He was a victim as well."
"You were the victim, Issac. You were betrayed by your own boyfriend! And you are concerned about how I handled KK?" Issac replies, "I understand why Zee did that, he just wanted more chances to work with you and go far in his career."
"But KK is innocent and he has been a great help to you, isn't he?" Issac continues. "Yes, he was a great help and a wonderful employee but I was so disgusted when I saw him making out with you!" Mach answers.
"Mach, you are perfectly fine with my relationship with Zee but you are so offended with KK. What's wrong?" Issac asks softly. Mach keeps quiet and gets up to leave when Issac says, "You like KK, don't you? It hurts you to see the man you like sleeping with your own brother, am I right?"
Mach doesn't answer Issac and walks out of his room. Issac just sits there, staring into space when the phone rings. "Hello? Issac?" queries the voice over the other side, its Zee's voice.
Issac sits up straight, heart thumping fast, Zee has not called him since that night and they have not been talking. Zee continues on the phone, "Why does Mach dislikes me so much? Are my working abilities that undesirable?"
Issac's heart sinks, he lets out a cold laugh and keeps quiet, allowing Zee to continue his grumbling. After a long while, Issac says, "Meet Mach at the airport tomorrow morning. Bring your passport and luggage along." and hangs up the phone.
The next morning, Mach wakes up and sees a note on his table, "I will meet you at the airport. Issac" Mach shakes his head and washes up, getting ready to leave for the airport.
When Mach reaches the airport, he couldn't find Issac and calls him on his cell phone, "I am not going with you, Mach. I have asked Zee to meet you at the airport and goes Hong Kong with you. Gives him a chance to prove himself, please Mach?"
Mach hangs up his phone angrily and sees Zee just in time, he walks over and tells Zee flatly, "You lucky bastard! Issac is willing to give up all these just for you. Don't you screw up, I tell you! Otherwise, be prepared to tender your resignation when you are back!"
Zee doesn't answer back, he thought to himself, "I will not allow that to happen. I will prove to you that my abilities are better than KK and Issac. I will ensure you eat the humble pie when we are back. I will close those deals and make sure you suck up to me in the future!"
At the other side of the entrance, KK checks in his luggage and reminds Chunni, "Remember what I told you. I want that private investigator to give me what I asked for when I touches down Hong Kong."
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Written and Publish on Dec 6 2005, 09:22 PM
Issac is packing his luggage when Mach walks into his room, "Are you done? Ready for the big challenge when we reach Hong Kong tomorrow? I will arrange for you to meet some of our clients there. It will be a great exposure for you."
Issac stops packing and asks, "Mach, you know KK and I were set up that night, right?" Mach sits on the edge of the bed and nods. Issac continues, "Then why do you still blame KK? He was a victim as well."
"You were the victim, Issac. You were betrayed by your own boyfriend! And you are concerned about how I handled KK?" Issac replies, "I understand why Zee did that, he just wanted more chances to work with you and go far in his career."
"But KK is innocent and he has been a great help to you, isn't he?" Issac continues. "Yes, he was a great help and a wonderful employee but I was so disgusted when I saw him making out with you!" Mach answers.
"Mach, you are perfectly fine with my relationship with Zee but you are so offended with KK. What's wrong?" Issac asks softly. Mach keeps quiet and gets up to leave when Issac says, "You like KK, don't you? It hurts you to see the man you like sleeping with your own brother, am I right?"
Mach doesn't answer Issac and walks out of his room. Issac just sits there, staring into space when the phone rings. "Hello? Issac?" queries the voice over the other side, its Zee's voice.
Issac sits up straight, heart thumping fast, Zee has not called him since that night and they have not been talking. Zee continues on the phone, "Why does Mach dislikes me so much? Are my working abilities that undesirable?"
Issac's heart sinks, he lets out a cold laugh and keeps quiet, allowing Zee to continue his grumbling. After a long while, Issac says, "Meet Mach at the airport tomorrow morning. Bring your passport and luggage along." and hangs up the phone.
The next morning, Mach wakes up and sees a note on his table, "I will meet you at the airport. Issac" Mach shakes his head and washes up, getting ready to leave for the airport.
When Mach reaches the airport, he couldn't find Issac and calls him on his cell phone, "I am not going with you, Mach. I have asked Zee to meet you at the airport and goes Hong Kong with you. Gives him a chance to prove himself, please Mach?"
Mach hangs up his phone angrily and sees Zee just in time, he walks over and tells Zee flatly, "You lucky bastard! Issac is willing to give up all these just for you. Don't you screw up, I tell you! Otherwise, be prepared to tender your resignation when you are back!"
Zee doesn't answer back, he thought to himself, "I will not allow that to happen. I will prove to you that my abilities are better than KK and Issac. I will ensure you eat the humble pie when we are back. I will close those deals and make sure you suck up to me in the future!"
At the other side of the entrance, KK checks in his luggage and reminds Chunni, "Remember what I told you. I want that private investigator to give me what I asked for when I touches down Hong Kong."
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 17)
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Written and Publish on Dec 6 2005, 12:33 AM
KK looks at Chunni and realizes that he has never notices her attentively. She has always been the secretary who gets scolding and temperaments from Mach and knocks off work on the dot, suddenly now, she too schemes for exposure.
He nods his head and replies, "Chunni, I don't think it's ethical for us to do that. If you need someone, go to Zee, he will jump at the opportunity." Chunni replies, "Zee? He doesn't have the network and connection with the new clients you have, he is only servicing our existing clients which are so low profile."
"He is not my choice, KK, you don't have to reply me now. Think it over tonight. You will know what I mean in time to come about how your career will pan out here after falling out of Mach's favour. He is not a man to be trifled with, once you offended him, you are not going anywhere as long as you are under his jurisdiction."
Zee refuses to brief KK on his new role and that angers KK, he demands, "Zee, what has I done wrong to you? Why did you want to set me up last night?" Zee looks at him coldly and replies, "You have fallen from grace, KK. Don't talk to me as if you are the boss!"
KK feels his anger bottles up and continues, "How could you do this to your own friend? Even if you don't treat me as your friend, why are you doing the same thing to your boyfriend?"
"Boyfriend? You know Issac is my boyfriend, eh? Then why do you still leer after him? Is that what a friend should do? Don't come and show me what integrity is when you are leering after your friend's boyfriend. You just wanted to bed Issac badly and I merely materialized your dream, you should thank me instead!"
"How could you do that to your own boyfriend? You are such a bastard! I regret knowing you as a friend." KK says, holding his temper. "Don't bother! I never see you as a friend either. You have gotten what you hoped for so fuck off!" Zee ordered.
The rest of the day goes badly for KK, he is being tasked to do binding and photocopying of documents by Mach and Zee. He tries to talk to Issac but Issac refuses to talk to anyone and just keeps to himself.
Three days later, KK decides to take up Chunni's proposition and both tender their resignations together. Mach is extremely displeased and didn't bother to ask both of them to reconsider, he even shouted at them to get lost.
KK, not able to control his temper, shouts back, "Mach, mark my words. You will not see the end of me yet, I will show you what I am capable of. I will make sure you regret your decision!"
After coming out of Mach's office, KK walks over to Zee and says, "I will let you know no matter what underhand methods you used to get me out of here, will only spur me on to greater things. I will repay you what you had done to me."
KK starts to pack up his table and is about to leave when Issac walks over to him, "KK, I am sorry this has happened. If it is not because of me, you wouldn't have to leave."
KK shakes his head, "No, you do not need to apologize on Zee's behalf. Zee is not the kind of person you will be happy with. Listen to me, don't sink deeper into this relationship and hurt yourself. I treasure our friendship greatly so I don't want to see you get hurt. If you need a friend, I am always free."
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Written and Publish on Dec 6 2005, 12:33 AM
KK looks at Chunni and realizes that he has never notices her attentively. She has always been the secretary who gets scolding and temperaments from Mach and knocks off work on the dot, suddenly now, she too schemes for exposure.
He nods his head and replies, "Chunni, I don't think it's ethical for us to do that. If you need someone, go to Zee, he will jump at the opportunity." Chunni replies, "Zee? He doesn't have the network and connection with the new clients you have, he is only servicing our existing clients which are so low profile."
"He is not my choice, KK, you don't have to reply me now. Think it over tonight. You will know what I mean in time to come about how your career will pan out here after falling out of Mach's favour. He is not a man to be trifled with, once you offended him, you are not going anywhere as long as you are under his jurisdiction."
Zee refuses to brief KK on his new role and that angers KK, he demands, "Zee, what has I done wrong to you? Why did you want to set me up last night?" Zee looks at him coldly and replies, "You have fallen from grace, KK. Don't talk to me as if you are the boss!"
KK feels his anger bottles up and continues, "How could you do this to your own friend? Even if you don't treat me as your friend, why are you doing the same thing to your boyfriend?"
"Boyfriend? You know Issac is my boyfriend, eh? Then why do you still leer after him? Is that what a friend should do? Don't come and show me what integrity is when you are leering after your friend's boyfriend. You just wanted to bed Issac badly and I merely materialized your dream, you should thank me instead!"
"How could you do that to your own boyfriend? You are such a bastard! I regret knowing you as a friend." KK says, holding his temper. "Don't bother! I never see you as a friend either. You have gotten what you hoped for so fuck off!" Zee ordered.
The rest of the day goes badly for KK, he is being tasked to do binding and photocopying of documents by Mach and Zee. He tries to talk to Issac but Issac refuses to talk to anyone and just keeps to himself.
Three days later, KK decides to take up Chunni's proposition and both tender their resignations together. Mach is extremely displeased and didn't bother to ask both of them to reconsider, he even shouted at them to get lost.
KK, not able to control his temper, shouts back, "Mach, mark my words. You will not see the end of me yet, I will show you what I am capable of. I will make sure you regret your decision!"
After coming out of Mach's office, KK walks over to Zee and says, "I will let you know no matter what underhand methods you used to get me out of here, will only spur me on to greater things. I will repay you what you had done to me."
KK starts to pack up his table and is about to leave when Issac walks over to him, "KK, I am sorry this has happened. If it is not because of me, you wouldn't have to leave."
KK shakes his head, "No, you do not need to apologize on Zee's behalf. Zee is not the kind of person you will be happy with. Listen to me, don't sink deeper into this relationship and hurt yourself. I treasure our friendship greatly so I don't want to see you get hurt. If you need a friend, I am always free."
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 16)
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Written and Publish on Dec 4 2005, 04:36 PM
Mach reaches the office together with Issac the next morning and Issac still looks lethargic. On his way to his office, Mach calls out to Chunni to follow him in. Once out of the office, Chunni gets the three guys to see Mach in his office.
In front of Chunni, Mach lays out his new shuffling of duties, he says, "KK, hands over all your accounts to Issac with immediate effect, he will take over from you. Issac, you will pass those accounts under your care to KK and Zee will guide KK on the management of these accounts."
The new arrangement sends a jolt to all of them, including Chunni. Zee is shocked to learn that he is not the one replacing KK but Issac. He has hoped to be moving up the ranks after the scheme last night but it had not turned out the way he had hoped for.
KK, on the other hand, clenched his jaws and controlled his temper. He feels betrayed and maligned, he knows what had happened last night was a trap set by Zee but he doesn't want to create a scene in front of the unsuspicious Chunni.
Issac, who has been remaining quiet all these while, looks at Zee with a confused look. He is still thinking of last night, puzzled why Zee had wanted to do such a cruel thing to him. He could not fathom why Zee is willing to allow that to even happen.
When all four of them leave Mach's office, Zee storms off to the Gents, oblivious to the curious stare by Chunni. KK, still sore over the incident, looks at Issac apologetically and has wanted to walk over to him but Issac runs after Zee.
Issac follows Zee into the Gents and locked the door once inside, he questions, "Zee, why did you do that last night? What did you hope to achieve?" Zee looks at Issac coldly and replies, "Isn't it obvious? I needed an opportunity to destroy KK and I made use of it when the chance came last night."
"Destroy him? Why do you want to do that? Why make use of me too?" Issac raises his voice. Zee raises his, as well, "That bugger has everything going for him! His career is going places, he is building his network and here I am, only servicing existing clients who only complains!"
"I want to be out there on the level field, clinching deals and impress Mach, I want to move up the ranks and learn from Mach. But KK is getting all the attention and opportunities!" Zee continues in his angry voice.
"I want you to answer me honestly. Do you ever love me? Or do you sleep with me to get close to Mach? Do you feel regretful pushing me to another man just to achieve your aims?" Issac asks, teary-eyed.
"No, love is out of question for me. I am still so young, the world is such a huge place, I have not seen and played enough. I will not stop here for one single person. I don't love you, if you must know. But we had really enjoyable times in bed." Zee says coldly and leaves the Gents, leaving Issac weeping inside.
Chunni walks over to KK and asks softly, "I don't know what had happened but I know once you are out of Mach's favour, your career here is very much stalled. I have a proposition for you, keen to find out more?"
"Our competitor is offering me three fold increases in salary if I join them with one of our Associate Consultant and some contacts. I have you in mind, you want to consider? I have the contacts of our clients and we can snatch some of the existing clients over. Think it through and let me know tomorrow."
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Written and Publish on Dec 4 2005, 04:36 PM
Mach reaches the office together with Issac the next morning and Issac still looks lethargic. On his way to his office, Mach calls out to Chunni to follow him in. Once out of the office, Chunni gets the three guys to see Mach in his office.
In front of Chunni, Mach lays out his new shuffling of duties, he says, "KK, hands over all your accounts to Issac with immediate effect, he will take over from you. Issac, you will pass those accounts under your care to KK and Zee will guide KK on the management of these accounts."
The new arrangement sends a jolt to all of them, including Chunni. Zee is shocked to learn that he is not the one replacing KK but Issac. He has hoped to be moving up the ranks after the scheme last night but it had not turned out the way he had hoped for.
KK, on the other hand, clenched his jaws and controlled his temper. He feels betrayed and maligned, he knows what had happened last night was a trap set by Zee but he doesn't want to create a scene in front of the unsuspicious Chunni.
Issac, who has been remaining quiet all these while, looks at Zee with a confused look. He is still thinking of last night, puzzled why Zee had wanted to do such a cruel thing to him. He could not fathom why Zee is willing to allow that to even happen.
When all four of them leave Mach's office, Zee storms off to the Gents, oblivious to the curious stare by Chunni. KK, still sore over the incident, looks at Issac apologetically and has wanted to walk over to him but Issac runs after Zee.
Issac follows Zee into the Gents and locked the door once inside, he questions, "Zee, why did you do that last night? What did you hope to achieve?" Zee looks at Issac coldly and replies, "Isn't it obvious? I needed an opportunity to destroy KK and I made use of it when the chance came last night."
"Destroy him? Why do you want to do that? Why make use of me too?" Issac raises his voice. Zee raises his, as well, "That bugger has everything going for him! His career is going places, he is building his network and here I am, only servicing existing clients who only complains!"
"I want to be out there on the level field, clinching deals and impress Mach, I want to move up the ranks and learn from Mach. But KK is getting all the attention and opportunities!" Zee continues in his angry voice.
"I want you to answer me honestly. Do you ever love me? Or do you sleep with me to get close to Mach? Do you feel regretful pushing me to another man just to achieve your aims?" Issac asks, teary-eyed.
"No, love is out of question for me. I am still so young, the world is such a huge place, I have not seen and played enough. I will not stop here for one single person. I don't love you, if you must know. But we had really enjoyable times in bed." Zee says coldly and leaves the Gents, leaving Issac weeping inside.
Chunni walks over to KK and asks softly, "I don't know what had happened but I know once you are out of Mach's favour, your career here is very much stalled. I have a proposition for you, keen to find out more?"
"Our competitor is offering me three fold increases in salary if I join them with one of our Associate Consultant and some contacts. I have you in mind, you want to consider? I have the contacts of our clients and we can snatch some of the existing clients over. Think it through and let me know tomorrow."
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Friday, May 18, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 15)
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Written and Publish on Dec 3 2005, 09:09 PM
Zee looks at Mach teary-eyed, he stammers, "I..I...They are upstairs?I don't know why they are doing this to me..I..They?" Mach gets annoyed with Zee's nonsensical mumbling. He grabs Zee's hands and goes upstairs to their apartment.
When Mach opens the door to the apartment and sees clothing scatter all around the flat, he is already fuming mad. He storms straight to Issac's bedroom and open the door without knocking.
Mach stands at the doorway, open-jawed. He could not believe the sight in front of him. KK and Issac are both naked and kissing passionately on the bed, oblivious to the commotion they had caused.
Mach shouts, "What the fuck are both of you doing? Get the fuck out of the bed, KK!" Both KK and Issac open their sleepy eyes at Mach and continue caressing each other in front of Mach.
Mach storms over to KK, yank him out of the bed and give him a punch on the face, bruising KK immediately. KK wakes up from the protruding punch and says in a quiver voice, "What's that for?"
"That's for you fucking my brother in front of me! You bastard." Mach screams. He continues, "I thought you are very upright and a man of principals? What are you doing on Issac's bed? You fucker!"
KK tries to steady himself and rubs his sleepy eyes, he could not recall what had happened and could not fathom what Mach had said but he jolts a little when he sees Issac lying on the bed naked, moaning and panting.
"What's going on?" KK asks and then realizes that he is naked as well. He tries to grab for the pair of undies nearby but could not steady himself and falls to the floor.
"What the fuck?! What are both of you on? You look as if you are on drugs! Are you doing drugs with Issac?" Mach demands. KK feels that his head is getting heavier and aches badly, he screams, "Mother fucker! Just shut the fuck up!"
Mach stands there, looking at KK furiously and shouts, "Get the fuck out of my house now! I don't want to see you here. You fucker! Get out!" KK is still searching for his clothes on all fours, his giddiness is causing him nauseous.
Mach couldn't stand the sight and orders Zee, "Zee, get this fucker out of my sight now! And you leave as well, I need to talk to Issac now." Zee, pretending that he is still in shock, quickly helps KK up and drags him out to the living room.
After helping the drugged KK to put on his clothing, Zee helps KK out of the apartment, but once downstairs, Zee releases his hold on KK and allows him to slip and fall hard onto the concrete floors.
"You made me do this, KK. I have always disliked you for being such a perfect heterosexual. You have everything going for you and I have nothing! I am just as good as you, why should I be the one always being sidelined?" Zee sneers.
Zee continues, "I thought you are such a saint, maintaining a neutral stance to both sexes, never did I expect that you carry a torch for Issac, that lovelorn kid who is in love with me! You fucking idiot! But this creates such a perfect foil for me."
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Written and Publish on Dec 3 2005, 09:09 PM
Zee looks at Mach teary-eyed, he stammers, "I..I...They are upstairs?I don't know why they are doing this to me..I..They?" Mach gets annoyed with Zee's nonsensical mumbling. He grabs Zee's hands and goes upstairs to their apartment.
When Mach opens the door to the apartment and sees clothing scatter all around the flat, he is already fuming mad. He storms straight to Issac's bedroom and open the door without knocking.
Mach stands at the doorway, open-jawed. He could not believe the sight in front of him. KK and Issac are both naked and kissing passionately on the bed, oblivious to the commotion they had caused.
Mach shouts, "What the fuck are both of you doing? Get the fuck out of the bed, KK!" Both KK and Issac open their sleepy eyes at Mach and continue caressing each other in front of Mach.
Mach storms over to KK, yank him out of the bed and give him a punch on the face, bruising KK immediately. KK wakes up from the protruding punch and says in a quiver voice, "What's that for?"
"That's for you fucking my brother in front of me! You bastard." Mach screams. He continues, "I thought you are very upright and a man of principals? What are you doing on Issac's bed? You fucker!"
KK tries to steady himself and rubs his sleepy eyes, he could not recall what had happened and could not fathom what Mach had said but he jolts a little when he sees Issac lying on the bed naked, moaning and panting.
"What's going on?" KK asks and then realizes that he is naked as well. He tries to grab for the pair of undies nearby but could not steady himself and falls to the floor.
"What the fuck?! What are both of you on? You look as if you are on drugs! Are you doing drugs with Issac?" Mach demands. KK feels that his head is getting heavier and aches badly, he screams, "Mother fucker! Just shut the fuck up!"
Mach stands there, looking at KK furiously and shouts, "Get the fuck out of my house now! I don't want to see you here. You fucker! Get out!" KK is still searching for his clothes on all fours, his giddiness is causing him nauseous.
Mach couldn't stand the sight and orders Zee, "Zee, get this fucker out of my sight now! And you leave as well, I need to talk to Issac now." Zee, pretending that he is still in shock, quickly helps KK up and drags him out to the living room.
After helping the drugged KK to put on his clothing, Zee helps KK out of the apartment, but once downstairs, Zee releases his hold on KK and allows him to slip and fall hard onto the concrete floors.
"You made me do this, KK. I have always disliked you for being such a perfect heterosexual. You have everything going for you and I have nothing! I am just as good as you, why should I be the one always being sidelined?" Zee sneers.
Zee continues, "I thought you are such a saint, maintaining a neutral stance to both sexes, never did I expect that you carry a torch for Issac, that lovelorn kid who is in love with me! You fucking idiot! But this creates such a perfect foil for me."
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(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 14)
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Written and Publish on Dec 3 2005, 01:05 AM
Zee waits till it is almost time to leave when he gets up and knocks on Mach's door. "Come in." comes the reply. Zee opens the door and walks in, closing the door behind him. Mach looks up and says, "What's the matter?"
Zee looks at Mach intently and replies, "Mach, I need to talk to you tonight. At home. I mean, at your home. Can I see you later at home?" Mach looks puzzled and asks, "Why at home? Can't you talk to me now?"
Zee shakes his head and says, "I don?t think it's good to say it here, it's kinda personal and I think it is better if we meet at home later." Mach looks at Zee for a second then says, "If it is about Issac, I don't restrict his freedom."
Zee shakes his head again and repeats, "I really need to talk to you tonight at home. I will be having dinner with Issac later and will head home after that. I will see you later, please?" Mach ponders for a while and nods.
Once Zee is out of Mach's office, he walks over to Issac and tells him, "Issac, a change of plan tonight. I m asking KK to join us for dinner and could you make dinner for the three of us?"
Issac asks, "Why the sudden change of plan? What is the occasion for making me cook dinner and to get KK along?" Zee smiles, "To announce our relationship to our best friend, silly! So you want to do the honour of cooking dinner or not? Or you want to me to cook, is it?"
After confirming with Issac, Zee hurries over to KK and invites him for dinner, "KK, join us for dinner later. Issac is making dinner for us." KK asks, "What is the occasion?" and Zee replies, "Don't ask. Just come with us."
The three of them are enjoying the spaghetti that Issac makes and joking with each other when Zee excuses himself and make his way into the kitchen. He brings out three champagne glasses and a bottle of red wine. He pours the red wine into the glasses and drops two tablets into two of the three glasses.
He brings out the three glasses and hands two of them with the tablets dissolved in it to Issac and KK. KK and Issac look at Zee and ask at the same time, "Red wine?" and KK continues, "You sure are generous tonight. So what's the occasion?"
Zee replies, "Let's just have a toast and go with the flow. Don't talk too much and just enjoy." Issac gives Zee a weird look but nonetheless finishes the wine, so does KK. Within a few minutes, both KK and Issac feel their heads spinning and weak.
Zee sits there, looking at both of them for a while and then stands up and help Issac, who is mumbling to himself, to the room. He undresses Issac and rests him on the bed then walks out to KK.
He looks at the giddy state of KK and says to him, "You bastard, you earn a bonus this time but I am making sure it is also game over for you." He helps KK up and starting to loosen his belt and trousers, much to KK's weak protests.
"What are you doing?" KK murmurs. Zee ignores him and brings him into the room, then undresses him totally and rests him beside Issac. The two naked men start to caress each other and are in their own world. Zee closes the door behind him and throws the clothes all over the living room.
When Mach drives his Mercedes SLK200 into the parking lot, he notices Zee sitting by the lift lobby, looking dejected. "What's wrong, Zee?" Mach asks.
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Written and Publish on Dec 3 2005, 01:05 AM
Zee waits till it is almost time to leave when he gets up and knocks on Mach's door. "Come in." comes the reply. Zee opens the door and walks in, closing the door behind him. Mach looks up and says, "What's the matter?"
Zee looks at Mach intently and replies, "Mach, I need to talk to you tonight. At home. I mean, at your home. Can I see you later at home?" Mach looks puzzled and asks, "Why at home? Can't you talk to me now?"
Zee shakes his head and says, "I don?t think it's good to say it here, it's kinda personal and I think it is better if we meet at home later." Mach looks at Zee for a second then says, "If it is about Issac, I don't restrict his freedom."
Zee shakes his head again and repeats, "I really need to talk to you tonight at home. I will be having dinner with Issac later and will head home after that. I will see you later, please?" Mach ponders for a while and nods.
Once Zee is out of Mach's office, he walks over to Issac and tells him, "Issac, a change of plan tonight. I m asking KK to join us for dinner and could you make dinner for the three of us?"
Issac asks, "Why the sudden change of plan? What is the occasion for making me cook dinner and to get KK along?" Zee smiles, "To announce our relationship to our best friend, silly! So you want to do the honour of cooking dinner or not? Or you want to me to cook, is it?"
After confirming with Issac, Zee hurries over to KK and invites him for dinner, "KK, join us for dinner later. Issac is making dinner for us." KK asks, "What is the occasion?" and Zee replies, "Don't ask. Just come with us."
The three of them are enjoying the spaghetti that Issac makes and joking with each other when Zee excuses himself and make his way into the kitchen. He brings out three champagne glasses and a bottle of red wine. He pours the red wine into the glasses and drops two tablets into two of the three glasses.
He brings out the three glasses and hands two of them with the tablets dissolved in it to Issac and KK. KK and Issac look at Zee and ask at the same time, "Red wine?" and KK continues, "You sure are generous tonight. So what's the occasion?"
Zee replies, "Let's just have a toast and go with the flow. Don't talk too much and just enjoy." Issac gives Zee a weird look but nonetheless finishes the wine, so does KK. Within a few minutes, both KK and Issac feel their heads spinning and weak.
Zee sits there, looking at both of them for a while and then stands up and help Issac, who is mumbling to himself, to the room. He undresses Issac and rests him on the bed then walks out to KK.
He looks at the giddy state of KK and says to him, "You bastard, you earn a bonus this time but I am making sure it is also game over for you." He helps KK up and starting to loosen his belt and trousers, much to KK's weak protests.
"What are you doing?" KK murmurs. Zee ignores him and brings him into the room, then undresses him totally and rests him beside Issac. The two naked men start to caress each other and are in their own world. Zee closes the door behind him and throws the clothes all over the living room.
When Mach drives his Mercedes SLK200 into the parking lot, he notices Zee sitting by the lift lobby, looking dejected. "What's wrong, Zee?" Mach asks.
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 13)
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Zee walks over to KK's table when KK leaves with Mach. Seeing both Issac and Chunni busy with their own work, Zee reaches for the drawer. He rampages through the drawer and finds a cdrom, he takes it and walks back to his desk.
He plays the cdrom on his laptop and realizes that the cdrom contains a video cast of the factory visit in China. He lets out a cold laugh, ejects the cdrom from his laptop and breaks it into half then throws into the waste bin.
Zee continues with his routine till it is time for lunch, he looks for Issac but couldn't find him so he walks over to Chunni. "Chunni, can you check for me the schedule for Mach this week?"
Chunni checks through Mach's diary and let Zee knows the schedule for Mach for the whole week and Zee notices that Mach has made a reservation at the Equinox for dinner the following night.
At that moment, Issac walks back in and smiles when he notices Zee, "Shall we go for lunch now?" Issac asks. Zee nods and thanks Chunni and leaves with Issac.
During lunch, Zee asks Issac out for clubbing later that night and not asks KK along. Issac agrees immediately and both of them proceed back to the office after lunch.
When they step in the office, they notice KK rampaging through his desk frantically and Issac asks concernedly, "KK, what are you looking for so anxiously?"
KK murmurs, "I think I lost an important cdrom, I remembered putting it in my drawer but I can't find it anywhere! Shit, I need that cdrom otherwise I can't give it to the vendors later."
Issac offers to help to look for the cdrom and rope in the help of Zee and Chunni, much to Zee's unwillingness. Zee doesn't really help anyway, he knows what happened to the cdrom and knows the possibility of finding that cdrom is naught.
They do not manage to find the cdrom after all that afternoon and KK got a huge dressing down from Mach for the first time. Zee is smirking to himself when KK was shouted at by Mach inside the room.
Issac rushes over to KK when he is out of the room, "Don't take it too hard, KK. That's my brother's temper. Is there any other options for us to get another copy of that cdrom?"
KK smiles weakly at Issac and replies, "I am fine. I deserved to be scolded for my carelessness. That was an important cdrom and if we can?t give it to the vendor later, it will hold up the production of the project. Luckily, Mach had duplicated a copy on his own."
When Zee overhears that, his smirk vanishes. He feels his anger cumulating inside his guts, he could not believe his ears and hates KK for being able to let off the hook so easily.
Looking at how fast KK picks himself up from the scolding by Mach, he suddenly recalls that KK is always happy in front of Issac. He looks at both of them from where he is, and notices how KK looks at Issac attentively.
Zee lets out a cold stare at KK and plots his next move.
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Zee walks over to KK's table when KK leaves with Mach. Seeing both Issac and Chunni busy with their own work, Zee reaches for the drawer. He rampages through the drawer and finds a cdrom, he takes it and walks back to his desk.
He plays the cdrom on his laptop and realizes that the cdrom contains a video cast of the factory visit in China. He lets out a cold laugh, ejects the cdrom from his laptop and breaks it into half then throws into the waste bin.
Zee continues with his routine till it is time for lunch, he looks for Issac but couldn't find him so he walks over to Chunni. "Chunni, can you check for me the schedule for Mach this week?"
Chunni checks through Mach's diary and let Zee knows the schedule for Mach for the whole week and Zee notices that Mach has made a reservation at the Equinox for dinner the following night.
At that moment, Issac walks back in and smiles when he notices Zee, "Shall we go for lunch now?" Issac asks. Zee nods and thanks Chunni and leaves with Issac.
During lunch, Zee asks Issac out for clubbing later that night and not asks KK along. Issac agrees immediately and both of them proceed back to the office after lunch.
When they step in the office, they notice KK rampaging through his desk frantically and Issac asks concernedly, "KK, what are you looking for so anxiously?"
KK murmurs, "I think I lost an important cdrom, I remembered putting it in my drawer but I can't find it anywhere! Shit, I need that cdrom otherwise I can't give it to the vendors later."
Issac offers to help to look for the cdrom and rope in the help of Zee and Chunni, much to Zee's unwillingness. Zee doesn't really help anyway, he knows what happened to the cdrom and knows the possibility of finding that cdrom is naught.
They do not manage to find the cdrom after all that afternoon and KK got a huge dressing down from Mach for the first time. Zee is smirking to himself when KK was shouted at by Mach inside the room.
Issac rushes over to KK when he is out of the room, "Don't take it too hard, KK. That's my brother's temper. Is there any other options for us to get another copy of that cdrom?"
KK smiles weakly at Issac and replies, "I am fine. I deserved to be scolded for my carelessness. That was an important cdrom and if we can?t give it to the vendor later, it will hold up the production of the project. Luckily, Mach had duplicated a copy on his own."
When Zee overhears that, his smirk vanishes. He feels his anger cumulating inside his guts, he could not believe his ears and hates KK for being able to let off the hook so easily.
Looking at how fast KK picks himself up from the scolding by Mach, he suddenly recalls that KK is always happy in front of Issac. He looks at both of them from where he is, and notices how KK looks at Issac attentively.
Zee lets out a cold stare at KK and plots his next move.
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 12)
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Written and Publish on Dec 1 2005, 12:42 AM
Issac wakes up early the following morning and starts to prepare breakfast for Zee, who is still sleeping in the bedroom. Issac smiles while applying the margarine on the toasted bread, circling the spread of margarine into a love shape.
After pouring the freshly squeezed orange juice into the cup, which bore the picture of himself and Zee, Issac walks into the room and wakes Zee. Zee sulks when Issac shakes him gently, whispering, "Lazy bones, time to get up. We are going to be late for work."
"hhmm...I still want to sleep some more. You were such a terror last night, I need to recuperate." Zee mumbles. Issac smiles and bends over to give Zee a kiss and continues, "You were the one who was the terror! You could not get enough the intimacy the whole night!"
Zee opens his dreamy eyes and sneers, "Oh yah? I was the terror? Well, let's see who terrorizes more!" With that, he pulls Issac to him and kisses him hard. "Eee...your mouth stinks!" Issac protests. "You provoked me first so you are going to get it! I am going to give you a good time." Zee says cheekily and starts to take off Issac's clothes.
Both Issac and Zee are late for work and when they reach the office, KK and Chunni are already busy typing furiously on their laptops. Before Issac could sit down, Chunni comes running over, "Issac, your brother wants you in his room now."
Issac looks at his watch and shows his tongue, walks sheepishly into Mach's office. "What the hell do you think you are doing? Coming to work at 10.30? You think you are the Director?" Mach questions once Issac is inside the room.
Issac apologizes and stands still; not daring to look at Mach. Mach let out a short breath and continues, "Forget it! Let me ask you. Are you serious about Zee? How long have both of you been together?"
Issac looks up with his mouth open, not sure how to react. "You think I don?t notice that? He has been staying at our place when I was in China, right?" "How do you know?" Issac asks with a puzzled look.
"I found a few pairs of briefs and clothes which do not belong to both of us inside the dryer and that mug you kept in the corner, you think I will miss that?" Mach asks, deadpan.
"We have only got together recently but I was in love with him since our school days. Mach, please don?t be angry with me. I really like him a lot! I promise I will keep our relationship hush hush in the company. Please!" Issac pleads.
"If both of you are really serious about each other, I have nothing to say. You are both adults and can decide on your own. Just don't get hurt. You are my only brother." Mach says with a look of concern, yet it looks like pain to Issac.
"KK, pack up now and follows me to meet Mr Rodensberg, he is leaving for Dubai tonight." Mach says without looking at KK. KK didn't acknowledge Mach either but starts to pack up nonetheless.
Zee looks at both of them from his desk, locking his gaze at KK with a fire in his eyes. He tells himself, "Why is it always KK and not me? What is so great about him? I am not going to let KK has all the limelight to himself!"
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Written and Publish on Dec 1 2005, 12:42 AM
Issac wakes up early the following morning and starts to prepare breakfast for Zee, who is still sleeping in the bedroom. Issac smiles while applying the margarine on the toasted bread, circling the spread of margarine into a love shape.
After pouring the freshly squeezed orange juice into the cup, which bore the picture of himself and Zee, Issac walks into the room and wakes Zee. Zee sulks when Issac shakes him gently, whispering, "Lazy bones, time to get up. We are going to be late for work."
"hhmm...I still want to sleep some more. You were such a terror last night, I need to recuperate." Zee mumbles. Issac smiles and bends over to give Zee a kiss and continues, "You were the one who was the terror! You could not get enough the intimacy the whole night!"
Zee opens his dreamy eyes and sneers, "Oh yah? I was the terror? Well, let's see who terrorizes more!" With that, he pulls Issac to him and kisses him hard. "Eee...your mouth stinks!" Issac protests. "You provoked me first so you are going to get it! I am going to give you a good time." Zee says cheekily and starts to take off Issac's clothes.
Both Issac and Zee are late for work and when they reach the office, KK and Chunni are already busy typing furiously on their laptops. Before Issac could sit down, Chunni comes running over, "Issac, your brother wants you in his room now."
Issac looks at his watch and shows his tongue, walks sheepishly into Mach's office. "What the hell do you think you are doing? Coming to work at 10.30? You think you are the Director?" Mach questions once Issac is inside the room.
Issac apologizes and stands still; not daring to look at Mach. Mach let out a short breath and continues, "Forget it! Let me ask you. Are you serious about Zee? How long have both of you been together?"
Issac looks up with his mouth open, not sure how to react. "You think I don?t notice that? He has been staying at our place when I was in China, right?" "How do you know?" Issac asks with a puzzled look.
"I found a few pairs of briefs and clothes which do not belong to both of us inside the dryer and that mug you kept in the corner, you think I will miss that?" Mach asks, deadpan.
"We have only got together recently but I was in love with him since our school days. Mach, please don?t be angry with me. I really like him a lot! I promise I will keep our relationship hush hush in the company. Please!" Issac pleads.
"If both of you are really serious about each other, I have nothing to say. You are both adults and can decide on your own. Just don't get hurt. You are my only brother." Mach says with a look of concern, yet it looks like pain to Issac.
"KK, pack up now and follows me to meet Mr Rodensberg, he is leaving for Dubai tonight." Mach says without looking at KK. KK didn't acknowledge Mach either but starts to pack up nonetheless.
Zee looks at both of them from his desk, locking his gaze at KK with a fire in his eyes. He tells himself, "Why is it always KK and not me? What is so great about him? I am not going to let KK has all the limelight to himself!"
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Monday, May 14, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 11)
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Written and Publish on Nov 29 2005, 12:12 AM
Mach is going through the news on goggle when someone rests her smooth chin on his board shoulders. Charlyn, in her 20s, an astonishingly beautiful and fair skin lady with an oval shaped face, graces the walkway in Taiwan and HongKong as a catwalk model.
"You don't seem too engrossed even though you have been staring at the laptop screen for more than an hour." Charlyn whispers into Mach's ears. Mach turns and kisses Charlyn on her rosy cheek and replies, "You know me very well. Yes, I am not concentrating on the articles."
"Let me guess. Since you are not paying attention to the articles so it couldn't be work related. Then it has to be love related. Who are you thinking of?" Charlyn queries with a smile.
Mach stops looking at the laptop screen and looks at Charlyn intently, "Sorry Charl, I don't mean to be insensitive. Don't worry about me. I enjoy your company a lot."
"I am not offended or affected in anyway, Mach. I have been with you for 3 years now. You have treated me with utmost respect and much care. Though we have never been physical all these years, you still bought me this studio apartment as a gift. I just want to offer my listening ears to you." Charlyn says gently.
Mach holds Charlyn's hands and looks into her beautiful watery eyes, answers, "Yes, I know you have been my pillar of support all these times. I feel a sense of belonging and at ease when I am with you. You have been a great partner."
"So tell me then, is this person that you are thinking of now, a cute looking and attractive guy? Is he your dream man? How old is he? How do you get to know him?" Charlyn asks with a gentle voice.
Mach looks surprised, he has hid his emotions well and never reveal a tinge of interest to any male species yet the woman who has been with him for 3 years, can see through him as if he is a transparent glass.
He stammers, "How do you know? I mean, what makes you say so? I mean, what makes you think I am thinking of a man?" "I didn't say you are thinking of a man, I said a guy. But of course I know, you have never touched me all these times when we are together. I am only your trophy girlfriend whom you brought along to attend functions." Charlyn replies, still with that charming smile.
Charlyn continues, "I am not saying that my charms never fail to attract a heterosexual man but with the close proximity between us, it is hard not to be physically attracted since both of us are indeed charming and attractive!"
Charlyn laughs a little, rests her head on Mach's strong palm, "I knew more or less when you preferred to sleep in the living room rather than in the same bedroom as me since we lived together. You didn't even dare to look at me when I am in my lingerie. You always look away when I put on my undergarments in front of you."
Mach takes a deep breath and apologizes, "Charl, I am sorry. I didn't expect my actions to hurt you in any way. All I wants is a confidante by my side and you fulfill all that, even more if I would say."
Charlyn holds Mach's hands, "That's what I am supposed to do. I am your confidante, I know our relationship wouldn't last so let me share your thoughts while it last. I am here for you as long as you are comfortable."
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Written and Publish on Nov 29 2005, 12:12 AM
Mach is going through the news on goggle when someone rests her smooth chin on his board shoulders. Charlyn, in her 20s, an astonishingly beautiful and fair skin lady with an oval shaped face, graces the walkway in Taiwan and HongKong as a catwalk model.
"You don't seem too engrossed even though you have been staring at the laptop screen for more than an hour." Charlyn whispers into Mach's ears. Mach turns and kisses Charlyn on her rosy cheek and replies, "You know me very well. Yes, I am not concentrating on the articles."
"Let me guess. Since you are not paying attention to the articles so it couldn't be work related. Then it has to be love related. Who are you thinking of?" Charlyn queries with a smile.
Mach stops looking at the laptop screen and looks at Charlyn intently, "Sorry Charl, I don't mean to be insensitive. Don't worry about me. I enjoy your company a lot."
"I am not offended or affected in anyway, Mach. I have been with you for 3 years now. You have treated me with utmost respect and much care. Though we have never been physical all these years, you still bought me this studio apartment as a gift. I just want to offer my listening ears to you." Charlyn says gently.
Mach holds Charlyn's hands and looks into her beautiful watery eyes, answers, "Yes, I know you have been my pillar of support all these times. I feel a sense of belonging and at ease when I am with you. You have been a great partner."
"So tell me then, is this person that you are thinking of now, a cute looking and attractive guy? Is he your dream man? How old is he? How do you get to know him?" Charlyn asks with a gentle voice.
Mach looks surprised, he has hid his emotions well and never reveal a tinge of interest to any male species yet the woman who has been with him for 3 years, can see through him as if he is a transparent glass.
He stammers, "How do you know? I mean, what makes you say so? I mean, what makes you think I am thinking of a man?" "I didn't say you are thinking of a man, I said a guy. But of course I know, you have never touched me all these times when we are together. I am only your trophy girlfriend whom you brought along to attend functions." Charlyn replies, still with that charming smile.
Charlyn continues, "I am not saying that my charms never fail to attract a heterosexual man but with the close proximity between us, it is hard not to be physically attracted since both of us are indeed charming and attractive!"
Charlyn laughs a little, rests her head on Mach's strong palm, "I knew more or less when you preferred to sleep in the living room rather than in the same bedroom as me since we lived together. You didn't even dare to look at me when I am in my lingerie. You always look away when I put on my undergarments in front of you."
Mach takes a deep breath and apologizes, "Charl, I am sorry. I didn't expect my actions to hurt you in any way. All I wants is a confidante by my side and you fulfill all that, even more if I would say."
Charlyn holds Mach's hands, "That's what I am supposed to do. I am your confidante, I know our relationship wouldn't last so let me share your thoughts while it last. I am here for you as long as you are comfortable."
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 10)
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Written and Publish on Nov 27 2005, 03:19 PM
Mach and KK reach Singapore after two weeks in China. Ever since that day when KK confronted Mach, he had tried to minimize all unnecessary contacts and he is glad that they are finally backed in Singapore.
When they reach the office, Zee is out meeting a client and Issac is preparing for a press release to be released later in the day. When Issac sees KK, he squeals, "KK! You are back! My, do you know how much we miss you?"
KK smiles and is about to say something when Mach lashes out at Issac, "Behave yourself! We are in the office. Come into my office now!" Issac sticks out his tongue and follows Mach into the office meekly.
KK is arranging the files when Issac walks out of the office, red faced. KK asks, "What's wrong? He gave you a hard time?" "It's ok, I am used to his temper. My fault for behaving like a small kid earlier." Issac answers.
KK smiles warmly and continues, "Forget him. So you were telling me you have good news for me? What about?" Issac's face brightens up and he says merrily, "I am really happy these past weeks, I have finally see results after all these years of waiting!"
"So what is it about that makes you so happy?" queries KK. "I am finally with Zee now, I should say we are dating now!" smiles Issac. KK looks at Issac momentarily and not sure how to react, he feels weird but glad that Issac is happy.
"So are you free for dinner later? I will get Zee to join us." asks Issac and KK nods his head. The three of them enjoy their dinner thoroughly and proceed to have some drinks at a pub after that. When it is time to leave, Zee tells KK that he is sleeping over at Issac's place and KK will have to go back on his own.
When Issac and Zee reach their destination, Zee says to Issac, "Go take your bath first. I want to rest a while, having a bad headache." Issac looks worried and wants to feel Zee's forehead but Zee declines. He says, "Go take your shower, take your time, I will be fine, just need some rest."
Zee rests on the bed and Issac walks to the bathroom, after making sure that Issac locks his door, Zee sits up immediately and takes off all his clothings and wraps a small towel around his taut v-shaped waist and walks out to Mach's room.
Zee knocks on the door to Mach's room and waits. No response. He knocks again and there is still no answer. Zee lets out a sign and mumbles, "Fuck! Thought he is at home and I can get him. Damn! Wasted my efforts." He looks at his watch and quickly rushes back to Issac's room.
Zee manages to put back his clothes and plunges onto the bed and pretends to sleep when Issac comes out of the bathroom. Issac walks gently over to Zee and kisses his forehead and Zee opens his eyes and pulls Issac towards him.
Issac falls onto the bed and into Zee's embrace, Zee presses his lips onto the wet supple lips of Issac and starts french kissing him. Issac tries to wriggle free and asks, "I thought you were not feeling well? Why so energetic now?"
Zee says cheekily, "You smell so nice! Totally awaken my senses and libido. I want to have sex with you now and I mean it NOW!" Zee tears away Issac's towel and pull him towards him, locking lips again and touching him sensually.
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Written and Publish on Nov 27 2005, 03:19 PM
Mach and KK reach Singapore after two weeks in China. Ever since that day when KK confronted Mach, he had tried to minimize all unnecessary contacts and he is glad that they are finally backed in Singapore.
When they reach the office, Zee is out meeting a client and Issac is preparing for a press release to be released later in the day. When Issac sees KK, he squeals, "KK! You are back! My, do you know how much we miss you?"
KK smiles and is about to say something when Mach lashes out at Issac, "Behave yourself! We are in the office. Come into my office now!" Issac sticks out his tongue and follows Mach into the office meekly.
KK is arranging the files when Issac walks out of the office, red faced. KK asks, "What's wrong? He gave you a hard time?" "It's ok, I am used to his temper. My fault for behaving like a small kid earlier." Issac answers.
KK smiles warmly and continues, "Forget him. So you were telling me you have good news for me? What about?" Issac's face brightens up and he says merrily, "I am really happy these past weeks, I have finally see results after all these years of waiting!"
"So what is it about that makes you so happy?" queries KK. "I am finally with Zee now, I should say we are dating now!" smiles Issac. KK looks at Issac momentarily and not sure how to react, he feels weird but glad that Issac is happy.
"So are you free for dinner later? I will get Zee to join us." asks Issac and KK nods his head. The three of them enjoy their dinner thoroughly and proceed to have some drinks at a pub after that. When it is time to leave, Zee tells KK that he is sleeping over at Issac's place and KK will have to go back on his own.
When Issac and Zee reach their destination, Zee says to Issac, "Go take your bath first. I want to rest a while, having a bad headache." Issac looks worried and wants to feel Zee's forehead but Zee declines. He says, "Go take your shower, take your time, I will be fine, just need some rest."
Zee rests on the bed and Issac walks to the bathroom, after making sure that Issac locks his door, Zee sits up immediately and takes off all his clothings and wraps a small towel around his taut v-shaped waist and walks out to Mach's room.
Zee knocks on the door to Mach's room and waits. No response. He knocks again and there is still no answer. Zee lets out a sign and mumbles, "Fuck! Thought he is at home and I can get him. Damn! Wasted my efforts." He looks at his watch and quickly rushes back to Issac's room.
Zee manages to put back his clothes and plunges onto the bed and pretends to sleep when Issac comes out of the bathroom. Issac walks gently over to Zee and kisses his forehead and Zee opens his eyes and pulls Issac towards him.
Issac falls onto the bed and into Zee's embrace, Zee presses his lips onto the wet supple lips of Issac and starts french kissing him. Issac tries to wriggle free and asks, "I thought you were not feeling well? Why so energetic now?"
Zee says cheekily, "You smell so nice! Totally awaken my senses and libido. I want to have sex with you now and I mean it NOW!" Zee tears away Issac's towel and pull him towards him, locking lips again and touching him sensually.
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 9)
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Written and Publish on Nov 26 2005, 12:28 AM
KK can't be sure if he believes Mach but he figures that Mach don't have to cook up any excuse for himself. He asks wearily, "Why are you doing this then? Mach, you are the most respected person in this industry! You are a star and power player, why do you want to be a pimp for others?"
"You don't understand the business model, KK. Brains is never enough in this business, you have to know what tickles your clients and what pisses them off. You have to understand them on a personal level in order to clinch all these million dollar deals. These tactics of playing up to their preference dictates whether you are able to snatch the deals from your competitors." Mach says matter of factly.
KK shakes his head slowly and pleads, "Sorry Mach, I just can't reason with you. As my superior, I appreciate your honesty to me but on a personal level, I have to ask you to leave and give me some space." Mach nodded and left.
KK plunges onto the queen size bed, he is confused. He has looked up to Mach as his mentor and idol. He is in awe of the eloquence and quick thinking of Mach, he is extremely impressed with Mach?s coolness and stability during meetings with the most difficult clients and takes his hat off to Mach's ability to wrestle deals from competitors without badmouthing any one of them.
But now, all those times have proved to be nothing more than a fa硤e. He does not condone the kind of tactics that Mach use but he could not go against his superior, he feels lousy and badly needs to talk to someone to share his agony.
KK is standing by the window pane, looking out at the night traffic when his mobile rings, he takes a look at the number and realizes it is Issac. "Hello Issac!" KK greets. "Hi KK! Am I disturbing you?" Issac says cheerily at the other line.
"No, you are not disturbing me. I am just looking out at the night traffic here. What's up?" KK says. "I tried calling Mach but he is not picking up my calls. Is he with you now?" Issac queries. KK takes a deep breathe and says, "He was here earlier but left. I am not sure where he is now though."
"Oh! It's ok. I just want to chat with him, that's all. Eh, you ok? You sounds a little weird, you alright?" Issac asks worriedly. KK has always felt comfortable talking to Issac, to him, Issac is one of the very few honest and straightforward friends he have. He admires Issac for his self confidence and courage for never hiding his sexual orientation.
And to him, Issac is the only one that he can talk to in an intellect manner and not be offended. Issac also understands him well and always is the first one to notice his dull mood. He wants to tell Issac about what had happened but he could not bring himself to hurt Issac with the shock revelation he found out about Mach.
"Hm..nothing is wrong with me. Everything is ok. I am, well, I just miss home and you guys there." KK lies. "Hey, don't worry about us. We are getting on very fine here. I will tell you something when you are back. It's really happy news for me and I am sure you will be happy for me too!" Issac says happily.
"Yah? You sounds very happy and excited. I am sure it must be wonderful news. You can tell me over the phone, I can use some good news now." KK smiles, happy for Issac over his high spirits. "Nah, I will tell you when you are back. I am really happy! I want you to share my happiness with me." says Issac.
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Written and Publish on Nov 26 2005, 12:28 AM
KK can't be sure if he believes Mach but he figures that Mach don't have to cook up any excuse for himself. He asks wearily, "Why are you doing this then? Mach, you are the most respected person in this industry! You are a star and power player, why do you want to be a pimp for others?"
"You don't understand the business model, KK. Brains is never enough in this business, you have to know what tickles your clients and what pisses them off. You have to understand them on a personal level in order to clinch all these million dollar deals. These tactics of playing up to their preference dictates whether you are able to snatch the deals from your competitors." Mach says matter of factly.
KK shakes his head slowly and pleads, "Sorry Mach, I just can't reason with you. As my superior, I appreciate your honesty to me but on a personal level, I have to ask you to leave and give me some space." Mach nodded and left.
KK plunges onto the queen size bed, he is confused. He has looked up to Mach as his mentor and idol. He is in awe of the eloquence and quick thinking of Mach, he is extremely impressed with Mach?s coolness and stability during meetings with the most difficult clients and takes his hat off to Mach's ability to wrestle deals from competitors without badmouthing any one of them.
But now, all those times have proved to be nothing more than a fa硤e. He does not condone the kind of tactics that Mach use but he could not go against his superior, he feels lousy and badly needs to talk to someone to share his agony.
KK is standing by the window pane, looking out at the night traffic when his mobile rings, he takes a look at the number and realizes it is Issac. "Hello Issac!" KK greets. "Hi KK! Am I disturbing you?" Issac says cheerily at the other line.
"No, you are not disturbing me. I am just looking out at the night traffic here. What's up?" KK says. "I tried calling Mach but he is not picking up my calls. Is he with you now?" Issac queries. KK takes a deep breathe and says, "He was here earlier but left. I am not sure where he is now though."
"Oh! It's ok. I just want to chat with him, that's all. Eh, you ok? You sounds a little weird, you alright?" Issac asks worriedly. KK has always felt comfortable talking to Issac, to him, Issac is one of the very few honest and straightforward friends he have. He admires Issac for his self confidence and courage for never hiding his sexual orientation.
And to him, Issac is the only one that he can talk to in an intellect manner and not be offended. Issac also understands him well and always is the first one to notice his dull mood. He wants to tell Issac about what had happened but he could not bring himself to hurt Issac with the shock revelation he found out about Mach.
"Hm..nothing is wrong with me. Everything is ok. I am, well, I just miss home and you guys there." KK lies. "Hey, don't worry about us. We are getting on very fine here. I will tell you something when you are back. It's really happy news for me and I am sure you will be happy for me too!" Issac says happily.
"Yah? You sounds very happy and excited. I am sure it must be wonderful news. You can tell me over the phone, I can use some good news now." KK smiles, happy for Issac over his high spirits. "Nah, I will tell you when you are back. I am really happy! I want you to share my happiness with me." says Issac.
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Friday, May 11, 2007
(Issue 53) Unhappy
I sat down in front of my computer and went into a dazed then a thought flashes by "Am I really busy or was I afraid to pick up the 'pen' to scramble my contradictions again? Or am I waiting for a reply from Nete, hoping that he would by any chance read my blog or ultimately could I be hiding away from the contradictions in this relation.
Although it seems logical not to start this long distance relation when both of us are not ready, but in this world what is logical and what is perfect solution? Everyone has a different perception of logical and to him, me giving it up this relation when I insist on loving him, seems illogical and my unwillingness to commit.
Explaining will always sounds like excuses, even to myself. I heard of my countless explanation of why I shouldn't start this relation but still unable to convince myself. Why is it so difficult when it seems to be the 'perfect' solution when there are so many loopholes.
Recently, I felt even more selfish. I realised that I had force the decision not to start without consulting him. And my actions are rather disappointing and hurtful, if I were to be in his shoes. Someone told me that the decision I made might be the most convenient answer for me, because I am the one leaving Singapore and him, and not the other way round.
I thought my actions would be appreciated for not wanting to hurt someone, but it backfired and now both of us are hurt and the situation became awkward. Wouldn't it be better if I allow nature to take it's own course?
Coming to terms with (Foolish) Me, (Blaming) Myself and (Could never be Happy) I.
Listening to: 梁静茹 - 对不起我爱你
你听一听我的心跳, 你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你, 搭车想着你, 合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情, 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你, 又不想放弃你
决定告诉你, 对不起对不起我爱你
Translation: I'm Sorry, I Love You - Listen to my heartbeat and notice that I can't sleep peacefully (without you).
Missing you when I drink water and when I take a bus ride. It is all your images before and after I closes my eyes.
I couldn't guess your expression, I couldn't wait for your reply.
I don't want to put you in a difficult situation, nor I want to let you go.
I decide to tell you, I'm Sorry, I Love You.
Although it seems logical not to start this long distance relation when both of us are not ready, but in this world what is logical and what is perfect solution? Everyone has a different perception of logical and to him, me giving it up this relation when I insist on loving him, seems illogical and my unwillingness to commit.
Explaining will always sounds like excuses, even to myself. I heard of my countless explanation of why I shouldn't start this relation but still unable to convince myself. Why is it so difficult when it seems to be the 'perfect' solution when there are so many loopholes.
Recently, I felt even more selfish. I realised that I had force the decision not to start without consulting him. And my actions are rather disappointing and hurtful, if I were to be in his shoes. Someone told me that the decision I made might be the most convenient answer for me, because I am the one leaving Singapore and him, and not the other way round.
I thought my actions would be appreciated for not wanting to hurt someone, but it backfired and now both of us are hurt and the situation became awkward. Wouldn't it be better if I allow nature to take it's own course?
Coming to terms with (Foolish) Me, (Blaming) Myself and (Could never be Happy) I.
Listening to: 梁静茹 - 对不起我爱你
你听一听我的心跳, 你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你, 搭车想着你, 合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情, 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你, 又不想放弃你
决定告诉你, 对不起对不起我爱你
Translation: I'm Sorry, I Love You - Listen to my heartbeat and notice that I can't sleep peacefully (without you).
Missing you when I drink water and when I take a bus ride. It is all your images before and after I closes my eyes.
I couldn't guess your expression, I couldn't wait for your reply.
I don't want to put you in a difficult situation, nor I want to let you go.
I decide to tell you, I'm Sorry, I Love You.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 8)
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Written and Publish on Nov 24 2005, 09:26 PM
KK retreats to his room immediately, he was puzzled at what he saw. "The young boy could not have been older than 16 years old and what was he doing in Mach's room", he thought to himself. He is still holding to the extra keys to Mach's room which he got from the counter.
After heaving a long sign, KK gets up and decides to return the keys to the counter and when he opens his door, he saw Mach standing at the corridor, startling him. "Mach!" KK exclaimed. "I was told by the counter that you requested for an extra key to my room, why?" Mach asked.
"I...I... needs to take some document from you to finish my proposal and I called your room earlier and you weren't there so I thought of asking for the extra key to your room so that I can take it myself." KK stammers through the whole sentence.
"Did you go up my room then?" Mach queries. KK stands there, motionless, not knowing what to say. Mach steps closer to KK and says, "Let me in, we will talk inside." Once inside the room, Mach closes the door and asks, "Did you see anything, KK?" KK looks at the floor and not knowing what to say.
"Did you or did you not see something? Be honest!" Mach raises his voice a little. KK doesn't like the way that Mach is pressuring him and he looks at Mach and says forcefully, "Yes. I saw. How could you do something like this? For Christ sake! That boy doesn't even look he is older than 16 years old! How could you?!"
"What do you think I did, KK? You think I am a pedophile who prey on young boys?" Mach asks softly. KK counters, "I don't know what to think. I don't even want to think. I can't believe you are doing such things!"
Mach keeps quiet for a moment and finally says, "KK, you are still new to the business world, You don't know how treacherous these people can be and you have no idea how difficult it is to survive in this industry."
KK shakes his head and disagrees, "So you take out your frustrations on those young boys because you can't handle the stress? Those are young boys, mind you! You are destroying their futures, you know that? How would Issac feel if he finds out about this?"
Mach grabs hold of KK's strong shoulders and squeezes them hard, he says angrily, "Who do you think I am? I don't prey on young boys but I don't have a choice! Do you think it is easy clinching deals after deals and becoming one of the top PR directors in the industry simply because I have the business instincts?"
KK breaks out of Mach?s grab and argues, "Then tell me! Why is that young boy in your room? What is your explanation?" KK breathes hard and replies, "You saw the boy 5 minutes ago and I am here now, in your room. What can I do within 5 minutes?"
KK is stumped by Mach's revelations, he is right, it was only 5 minutes ago that he saw the boy entering Mach's room and now Mach is in his room. But he is still suspicious of Mach and Mach notices that.
"Ok, I did call for the boy's services but he is not for me. He is for our client, Mr Looi, he always wanted me to do this for him when I am in China. He can't do this himself as he is a prominent figure here. And that boy is 18 years old, he just looks young." Mach reveals.
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Written and Publish on Nov 24 2005, 09:26 PM
KK retreats to his room immediately, he was puzzled at what he saw. "The young boy could not have been older than 16 years old and what was he doing in Mach's room", he thought to himself. He is still holding to the extra keys to Mach's room which he got from the counter.
After heaving a long sign, KK gets up and decides to return the keys to the counter and when he opens his door, he saw Mach standing at the corridor, startling him. "Mach!" KK exclaimed. "I was told by the counter that you requested for an extra key to my room, why?" Mach asked.
"I...I... needs to take some document from you to finish my proposal and I called your room earlier and you weren't there so I thought of asking for the extra key to your room so that I can take it myself." KK stammers through the whole sentence.
"Did you go up my room then?" Mach queries. KK stands there, motionless, not knowing what to say. Mach steps closer to KK and says, "Let me in, we will talk inside." Once inside the room, Mach closes the door and asks, "Did you see anything, KK?" KK looks at the floor and not knowing what to say.
"Did you or did you not see something? Be honest!" Mach raises his voice a little. KK doesn't like the way that Mach is pressuring him and he looks at Mach and says forcefully, "Yes. I saw. How could you do something like this? For Christ sake! That boy doesn't even look he is older than 16 years old! How could you?!"
"What do you think I did, KK? You think I am a pedophile who prey on young boys?" Mach asks softly. KK counters, "I don't know what to think. I don't even want to think. I can't believe you are doing such things!"
Mach keeps quiet for a moment and finally says, "KK, you are still new to the business world, You don't know how treacherous these people can be and you have no idea how difficult it is to survive in this industry."
KK shakes his head and disagrees, "So you take out your frustrations on those young boys because you can't handle the stress? Those are young boys, mind you! You are destroying their futures, you know that? How would Issac feel if he finds out about this?"
Mach grabs hold of KK's strong shoulders and squeezes them hard, he says angrily, "Who do you think I am? I don't prey on young boys but I don't have a choice! Do you think it is easy clinching deals after deals and becoming one of the top PR directors in the industry simply because I have the business instincts?"
KK breaks out of Mach?s grab and argues, "Then tell me! Why is that young boy in your room? What is your explanation?" KK breathes hard and replies, "You saw the boy 5 minutes ago and I am here now, in your room. What can I do within 5 minutes?"
KK is stumped by Mach's revelations, he is right, it was only 5 minutes ago that he saw the boy entering Mach's room and now Mach is in his room. But he is still suspicious of Mach and Mach notices that.
"Ok, I did call for the boy's services but he is not for me. He is for our client, Mr Looi, he always wanted me to do this for him when I am in China. He can't do this himself as he is a prominent figure here. And that boy is 18 years old, he just looks young." Mach reveals.
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
There is hardly time for me to breathe, let alone write. I am going through another leap of my life right now, therefore I am too occupied to think about my pathetic love life and write about it. Once everything is settle down, I will pick up my computer and write again. As for now I will need lots of lucks and connections to put things through. Hee...Byes.
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 7)
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Written and Publish on Nov 24 2005, 12:32 AM
It was a draining meeting for both Mach and KK, they even took time out to tour the factory of the client. When they finally make their way back to the hotel, Mach says wearily, "I want to catch some winks first, if you are hungry, call for room service. Keeps all the receipts and claim them from the HR when we are back. You should try to take some rest too since we are meeting some business associates later tonight."
Mach takes off his clothings and leave them on the floor when he closes the door to his room. He goes into the toilet to pee and flushes when done, he turns around and look at the mirror, paying close attention to his fine wrinkles on his face.
"Damn! A few more wrinkles and my eye bags are droopier. Have to apply more face mask later tonight." Mach mumbles. He starts to get the bathtub ready and sits by the edge, the cold surface causes him to shiver and an instant erection. He touches himself slowly, enjoying the sensation and indulges in his own fantasy, talking to himself, "Mother fucker! My nuts are driving me crazy."
When Mach pulls out the plug stopper in the bathtub, he feels more relaxed after the soak and says to himself, "I need to score someone soon, masturbation is not for people my age." He dries himself and the phone to his room rings, he picks it up and answers. He heaves a sign of disappointment after hanging up the phone.
He dials the extension to KK's room and KK picks it up in an instant, "KK, Mach here. The meeting tonight is cancelled. I have other arrangements later and will not be in my room. You can have the night to yourself but get the proposal done by tomorrow morning."
KK stretches himself on the bed and looks at his watch, it's already 8pm. He is almost done with the proposal which is to be submitted tomorrow. His stomach starts to growl and he dials the number for room service. Enjoying his dinner while still typing on his laptop, he suddenly realizes that Mach holds on to a document that he needs.
He rolls over the bed and dials Mach's extension but to no avail. He gets up and put on a pair of boxers then a singlet and bermudas. He decides he will ask the counter staff to assist him to open Mach's room so that he can get the document.
He takes the lift to the lobby and walks to the receptionist counter, along the way, some guests in the hotel can't help but to steal glances at the well built manly hunk but KK is oblivious to all these attention. He never likes being in the centre of attention and gets really uneasy with the glances and stares from admirers so he has trained himself all these years to be indifferent to the admirations.
After getting the keys to Mach's room, he turns and manages to get a glimpse of Mach with another middle age man taking the lift. He doesn't have time to shout out to Mach and decides to take the next lift. When the door is about to close, a young lean fit boy rushes in, pressing the floor that Mach is at.
KK is thinking why would such a young boy be doing in a hotel when he chances upon the piece of paper that the young boy holds, it reads, "Mach, 18-54" KK wonders aloud, "Mach! 18-54? So familiar. Isn't that Mach's room?"
When the lift opens, KK purposely slows down and allows the boy to overtake him, he hides in a corner when the boy presses the bell on Mach's room. To KK's surprise, Mach opens the door and ushers the boy into his room.
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Written and Publish on Nov 24 2005, 12:32 AM
It was a draining meeting for both Mach and KK, they even took time out to tour the factory of the client. When they finally make their way back to the hotel, Mach says wearily, "I want to catch some winks first, if you are hungry, call for room service. Keeps all the receipts and claim them from the HR when we are back. You should try to take some rest too since we are meeting some business associates later tonight."
Mach takes off his clothings and leave them on the floor when he closes the door to his room. He goes into the toilet to pee and flushes when done, he turns around and look at the mirror, paying close attention to his fine wrinkles on his face.
"Damn! A few more wrinkles and my eye bags are droopier. Have to apply more face mask later tonight." Mach mumbles. He starts to get the bathtub ready and sits by the edge, the cold surface causes him to shiver and an instant erection. He touches himself slowly, enjoying the sensation and indulges in his own fantasy, talking to himself, "Mother fucker! My nuts are driving me crazy."
When Mach pulls out the plug stopper in the bathtub, he feels more relaxed after the soak and says to himself, "I need to score someone soon, masturbation is not for people my age." He dries himself and the phone to his room rings, he picks it up and answers. He heaves a sign of disappointment after hanging up the phone.
He dials the extension to KK's room and KK picks it up in an instant, "KK, Mach here. The meeting tonight is cancelled. I have other arrangements later and will not be in my room. You can have the night to yourself but get the proposal done by tomorrow morning."
KK stretches himself on the bed and looks at his watch, it's already 8pm. He is almost done with the proposal which is to be submitted tomorrow. His stomach starts to growl and he dials the number for room service. Enjoying his dinner while still typing on his laptop, he suddenly realizes that Mach holds on to a document that he needs.
He rolls over the bed and dials Mach's extension but to no avail. He gets up and put on a pair of boxers then a singlet and bermudas. He decides he will ask the counter staff to assist him to open Mach's room so that he can get the document.
He takes the lift to the lobby and walks to the receptionist counter, along the way, some guests in the hotel can't help but to steal glances at the well built manly hunk but KK is oblivious to all these attention. He never likes being in the centre of attention and gets really uneasy with the glances and stares from admirers so he has trained himself all these years to be indifferent to the admirations.
After getting the keys to Mach's room, he turns and manages to get a glimpse of Mach with another middle age man taking the lift. He doesn't have time to shout out to Mach and decides to take the next lift. When the door is about to close, a young lean fit boy rushes in, pressing the floor that Mach is at.
KK is thinking why would such a young boy be doing in a hotel when he chances upon the piece of paper that the young boy holds, it reads, "Mach, 18-54" KK wonders aloud, "Mach! 18-54? So familiar. Isn't that Mach's room?"
When the lift opens, KK purposely slows down and allows the boy to overtake him, he hides in a corner when the boy presses the bell on Mach's room. To KK's surprise, Mach opens the door and ushers the boy into his room.
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 6)
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Written and Publish on Nov 22 2005, 10:39 PM
When KK and Mach reach the hotel in Beijing, the bellhop brings them to the check in counter and after Mach verifies his particulars, he requests to put KK at a different storey from his. KK doesn't think much about it and thinks that Mach is putting up in a better suite than his.
While in the lift on their way up to their respective floors, Mach tells KK that they have only 30 minutes to freshen up and they have to leave for the client's office. KK gets off at his floor and follows the bellhop to his room.
After tipping the bellhop, KK closes the door behind him. He is tired, the long flight drains him and he doesn?t really enjoy the flight meals. KK is the youngest of 4 siblings in his family, all of them elder brothers. As such, he has learnt to be extremely independent and that manly charms he exudes also stem from the independent childhood days he lead.
Because of such a big family of predominantly males, KK inherits the traits of a straight male, which is he seldom talks about his problems to others. He learns from his father and siblings that a man has to solve his own problems and never asks for help from others. He admits he is chauvinistic but it also means that he is shy in front of the female species.
Though KK is well built and a fine specimen among the males, he has never been in a relationship before. He has never gone a date with another individual as he gets tongue tied in front of the ladies when alone. While his school mates and army mates make fun of his virginity, they could not understand why KK would have problems with females, especially ladies will flock to him and buy him drinks in the pubs.
Coming out of the bathroom, dripping wet and drying his hair with the towel, KK stops in front of the mirror in the room, he takes a look at his well defined pecs and chest, he flashes a grin and tries to make his protruding chest to jump by themselves.
He is enjoying this little play when the doorbell rings, KK quickly wraps the towel around his waist and answers the door. The towel loosens a little and reveals his buttcrack when he opens the door. "You are not ready yet? We have got to go soon." Mach fires once he sees KK, then his eyes inadvertently moves down to KK?s hairy navel, the towel reveals a fine trail of hair from his navel to his family jewels.
"Sorry Mach, I thought we still have some time so I soaked myself in the bathtub to relieve some tension. I will go get dressed now. You want to come in first?" KK replies and turns his back to get ready. Mach catches a glimpse of KK's buttcrack, noticing the obvious tannlines.
"We mustn't be late, especially when we have not clinched the deal yet. You must always remember this, KK! This industry is very cut throat and you have got to be always on your toes. Soaking in your bathtub can wait till when you are back tonight." Mach can't help but to reprimand.
"I am really sorry! I will be done in a minute!" KK replies and in front of Mach, he takes off the towel, hastily dries himself and pull a white CK briefs from his luggage and pull it up his waist, fitting him nicely. He puts on the same shirt and pants he wore on the flight as there isn?t time for him to do ironing.
All these while, Mach is sitting there, looking at KK getting dressed and ready. He looks at KK with approving looks when he is ready to go. "Smart! Very smart looking. Let's go." Mach says when KK finishes adjusting his tie.
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Written and Publish on Nov 22 2005, 10:39 PM
When KK and Mach reach the hotel in Beijing, the bellhop brings them to the check in counter and after Mach verifies his particulars, he requests to put KK at a different storey from his. KK doesn't think much about it and thinks that Mach is putting up in a better suite than his.
While in the lift on their way up to their respective floors, Mach tells KK that they have only 30 minutes to freshen up and they have to leave for the client's office. KK gets off at his floor and follows the bellhop to his room.
After tipping the bellhop, KK closes the door behind him. He is tired, the long flight drains him and he doesn?t really enjoy the flight meals. KK is the youngest of 4 siblings in his family, all of them elder brothers. As such, he has learnt to be extremely independent and that manly charms he exudes also stem from the independent childhood days he lead.
Because of such a big family of predominantly males, KK inherits the traits of a straight male, which is he seldom talks about his problems to others. He learns from his father and siblings that a man has to solve his own problems and never asks for help from others. He admits he is chauvinistic but it also means that he is shy in front of the female species.
Though KK is well built and a fine specimen among the males, he has never been in a relationship before. He has never gone a date with another individual as he gets tongue tied in front of the ladies when alone. While his school mates and army mates make fun of his virginity, they could not understand why KK would have problems with females, especially ladies will flock to him and buy him drinks in the pubs.
Coming out of the bathroom, dripping wet and drying his hair with the towel, KK stops in front of the mirror in the room, he takes a look at his well defined pecs and chest, he flashes a grin and tries to make his protruding chest to jump by themselves.
He is enjoying this little play when the doorbell rings, KK quickly wraps the towel around his waist and answers the door. The towel loosens a little and reveals his buttcrack when he opens the door. "You are not ready yet? We have got to go soon." Mach fires once he sees KK, then his eyes inadvertently moves down to KK?s hairy navel, the towel reveals a fine trail of hair from his navel to his family jewels.
"Sorry Mach, I thought we still have some time so I soaked myself in the bathtub to relieve some tension. I will go get dressed now. You want to come in first?" KK replies and turns his back to get ready. Mach catches a glimpse of KK's buttcrack, noticing the obvious tannlines.
"We mustn't be late, especially when we have not clinched the deal yet. You must always remember this, KK! This industry is very cut throat and you have got to be always on your toes. Soaking in your bathtub can wait till when you are back tonight." Mach can't help but to reprimand.
"I am really sorry! I will be done in a minute!" KK replies and in front of Mach, he takes off the towel, hastily dries himself and pull a white CK briefs from his luggage and pull it up his waist, fitting him nicely. He puts on the same shirt and pants he wore on the flight as there isn?t time for him to do ironing.
All these while, Mach is sitting there, looking at KK getting dressed and ready. He looks at KK with approving looks when he is ready to go. "Smart! Very smart looking. Let's go." Mach says when KK finishes adjusting his tie.
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Monday, May 07, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 5)
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Written and Publish on Nov 20 2005, 05:25 PM
Issac is sound asleep in Zee's arms when Zee hears the sound of the front door opens. He slowly releases Issac from his embrace and tip toes out of the room. He closes the door gently and turns around just in time to see Mach walks to the kitchen, bare bodied.
Zee has never see Mach body before but that glimpse tells Zee that Mach has a fantastic body and it is well hidden under the expensive executive wear that Mach always wear. He decides to say hi to Mach in the kitchen.
"Hi Mach!" Zee greets and admires the strong board shoulders and slim waist, a perfect v-shaped back of Mach. Mach turns around and almost chokes when he sees Zee standing there in his boxers.
"Oh, Zee. Hi, what are you doing here?" Mach asks. "I am bunking over here tonight and Issac is sleeping in the room, hope I am not intruding on you.? Zee says with a smile and absent mindedly caresses his well developed chest.
"Ok, both of you don't be late for work tomorrow. You know I am leaving for China tomorrow and KK is going with me so I need both of you to be in the office if any of our clients look for us and by the way, I need you to draft a press release for Danoy Ltd about their financial performance. Email to me when you are done." Mach says and walks pass Zee, brushing gently his hands when he does so.
"Good night then, Mach. Sweet dreams!" Zee smiles and when Mach turns around to nod, he notices Zee adjusting his crotch and gives him a quick wink. He doesn't say anything and goes into his room. Zee follows behind and return to Issac's room.
Issac turns around and looks at Zee with sleepy eyes, "Where did you go? What time is it?" "I went to the toilet, it's a quarter to 11." Zee says sweetly. Issac sits up sleepily and asks, "It's already 11? Gosh, we have not have dinner yet. Are you hungry? Let me cook you something to eat. You better stay in here, Mach might be back anytime."
"I am only hungry for you. Don't bother to cook, let's have another round of sex!" Zee says naughtily. Issac laughs, "My! You sure are horny today. You already came twice earlier! And my ass still hurts with your rough play." "That's because we have not been doing this for so long! I missed this fun so badly." Zee whispers into Issac's ears.
Zee turns over and wants to hug Issac when he realizes that he is not beside him. He rubs his eyes and stretches himself, gets out of the bed and makes his way to the kitchen. Issac is preparing breakfast and laying out the table when he sees Zee, open mouthed, "Why do you come out without wearing anything? Luckily my brother is already on his way to the airport. He will freak out if he sees you like that!"
Zee plunges onto the chair and drinks the freshly squeezed orange juice and says, "I know. I saw him last night and he wants us to be in the office on time." "What? You saw him last night? When was that? Did you wear anything then?" Issac asks anxiously.
"I was in my boxers and he was topless. I didn't know Mach works out and his body is really in tip top condition!" Zee says dreamily. Issac takes the glass of juice from Zee?s hands and says, "Zee, my brother is not gay. Don't try anything funny with him. He might flare up at you."
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Written and Publish on Nov 20 2005, 05:25 PM
Issac is sound asleep in Zee's arms when Zee hears the sound of the front door opens. He slowly releases Issac from his embrace and tip toes out of the room. He closes the door gently and turns around just in time to see Mach walks to the kitchen, bare bodied.
Zee has never see Mach body before but that glimpse tells Zee that Mach has a fantastic body and it is well hidden under the expensive executive wear that Mach always wear. He decides to say hi to Mach in the kitchen.
"Hi Mach!" Zee greets and admires the strong board shoulders and slim waist, a perfect v-shaped back of Mach. Mach turns around and almost chokes when he sees Zee standing there in his boxers.
"Oh, Zee. Hi, what are you doing here?" Mach asks. "I am bunking over here tonight and Issac is sleeping in the room, hope I am not intruding on you.? Zee says with a smile and absent mindedly caresses his well developed chest.
"Ok, both of you don't be late for work tomorrow. You know I am leaving for China tomorrow and KK is going with me so I need both of you to be in the office if any of our clients look for us and by the way, I need you to draft a press release for Danoy Ltd about their financial performance. Email to me when you are done." Mach says and walks pass Zee, brushing gently his hands when he does so.
"Good night then, Mach. Sweet dreams!" Zee smiles and when Mach turns around to nod, he notices Zee adjusting his crotch and gives him a quick wink. He doesn't say anything and goes into his room. Zee follows behind and return to Issac's room.
Issac turns around and looks at Zee with sleepy eyes, "Where did you go? What time is it?" "I went to the toilet, it's a quarter to 11." Zee says sweetly. Issac sits up sleepily and asks, "It's already 11? Gosh, we have not have dinner yet. Are you hungry? Let me cook you something to eat. You better stay in here, Mach might be back anytime."
"I am only hungry for you. Don't bother to cook, let's have another round of sex!" Zee says naughtily. Issac laughs, "My! You sure are horny today. You already came twice earlier! And my ass still hurts with your rough play." "That's because we have not been doing this for so long! I missed this fun so badly." Zee whispers into Issac's ears.
Zee turns over and wants to hug Issac when he realizes that he is not beside him. He rubs his eyes and stretches himself, gets out of the bed and makes his way to the kitchen. Issac is preparing breakfast and laying out the table when he sees Zee, open mouthed, "Why do you come out without wearing anything? Luckily my brother is already on his way to the airport. He will freak out if he sees you like that!"
Zee plunges onto the chair and drinks the freshly squeezed orange juice and says, "I know. I saw him last night and he wants us to be in the office on time." "What? You saw him last night? When was that? Did you wear anything then?" Issac asks anxiously.
"I was in my boxers and he was topless. I didn't know Mach works out and his body is really in tip top condition!" Zee says dreamily. Issac takes the glass of juice from Zee?s hands and says, "Zee, my brother is not gay. Don't try anything funny with him. He might flare up at you."
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 4)
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Written and Publish on Nov 19 2005, 01:01 AM
Three months have passed. Issac, Zee and KK are officially now confirmed staffs and assumed the working titles of Associates. All three of them also have some business accounts on hand to service but only KK has evolved to becoming Mach's right hand man. He also gets to prospect and do presentations to clients, something that Zee looks forward to.
Issac has never been ambitious or aggressive but he is feeling dejected that Zee has been lunching with Chunni for the past 3 months without getting him to join them. He couldn't understand why Zee was so close to Chunni, he knows Zee is gay and they had a fling in the dormitory during their varsity days so he don't think that Zee could have taken a liking to Chunni.
Zee, on the other hand, knows perfectly well why he is being close to Chunni. He is finding out information about Mach from Chunni, every details from Mach's favourite food to peeves. He badly wants to work more closely with Mach and be acknowledged and take over KK's role as a trusted aide to Mach.
"Zee, I need you to take over this account from KK, as he will be traveling to China with me tomorrow." Mach said once he reached the office. Zee is about to say something when he sees Chunni throwing him glances not to say anything.
"Why did you signal to me not to say anything to Mach? Why is he always giving the best to KK? I am just as good if not better than KK!" Zee questioned Chunni once Mach gets inside the office.
"You should know better, Zee. You have been digging information from me about Mach and you have been trying to get his attention these 3 months using the information you got from me. Don't dig your own grave and question his decision. He don?t like it, if you want to overtake KK, you have to strategize." Chunni reasoned.
Zee takes a deep breathe and called Issac on his mobile, "Darling, you free tonight? Can I bunk over your place? I am feeling down." "What happens? Are you ok? I have just finished my meeting and is on my way back office. We will talk when I am back, ok" Issac asked worriedly.
When Issac reaches office, he walks immediately over to Zee and asks, "Are you ok? You sounded so down earlier. Is everything ok?" Zee whispers, "I feel very bad, I need some company tonight. Can you accompany me?" ?Sure, why don?t we go straight to my place after work and I will cook dinner for us" Issac replies.
When they reach Issac's place, Zee wants to take a bath and Issac gets him a towel and heads to the kitchen to start preparing the dinner. Issac is busy cleaning the vegetables that they bought at the supermarket earlier when Zee hugs him from behind suddenly, startling Issac who gives out a yelp.
Zee blows hot air at Issac's neck and then starts to nimble his ear lobes, sending chills down Issac's back. Issac?s breathing starts to get heavier and shorter and he speaks softly, "Zee, don't play. I can't take it." "Relax! I want to taste you before dinner. We have not been doing this for quite a while." Zee whispers.
Both of them start to kiss passionately and Zee starts to strip Issac and press him against the cabinet, the atmosphere between them getting hotter. They feel each other with hungry mouths and roving hands. They make out in the kitchen, leaving the basin tap running.
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Written and Publish on Nov 19 2005, 01:01 AM
Three months have passed. Issac, Zee and KK are officially now confirmed staffs and assumed the working titles of Associates. All three of them also have some business accounts on hand to service but only KK has evolved to becoming Mach's right hand man. He also gets to prospect and do presentations to clients, something that Zee looks forward to.
Issac has never been ambitious or aggressive but he is feeling dejected that Zee has been lunching with Chunni for the past 3 months without getting him to join them. He couldn't understand why Zee was so close to Chunni, he knows Zee is gay and they had a fling in the dormitory during their varsity days so he don't think that Zee could have taken a liking to Chunni.
Zee, on the other hand, knows perfectly well why he is being close to Chunni. He is finding out information about Mach from Chunni, every details from Mach's favourite food to peeves. He badly wants to work more closely with Mach and be acknowledged and take over KK's role as a trusted aide to Mach.
"Zee, I need you to take over this account from KK, as he will be traveling to China with me tomorrow." Mach said once he reached the office. Zee is about to say something when he sees Chunni throwing him glances not to say anything.
"Why did you signal to me not to say anything to Mach? Why is he always giving the best to KK? I am just as good if not better than KK!" Zee questioned Chunni once Mach gets inside the office.
"You should know better, Zee. You have been digging information from me about Mach and you have been trying to get his attention these 3 months using the information you got from me. Don't dig your own grave and question his decision. He don?t like it, if you want to overtake KK, you have to strategize." Chunni reasoned.
Zee takes a deep breathe and called Issac on his mobile, "Darling, you free tonight? Can I bunk over your place? I am feeling down." "What happens? Are you ok? I have just finished my meeting and is on my way back office. We will talk when I am back, ok" Issac asked worriedly.
When Issac reaches office, he walks immediately over to Zee and asks, "Are you ok? You sounded so down earlier. Is everything ok?" Zee whispers, "I feel very bad, I need some company tonight. Can you accompany me?" ?Sure, why don?t we go straight to my place after work and I will cook dinner for us" Issac replies.
When they reach Issac's place, Zee wants to take a bath and Issac gets him a towel and heads to the kitchen to start preparing the dinner. Issac is busy cleaning the vegetables that they bought at the supermarket earlier when Zee hugs him from behind suddenly, startling Issac who gives out a yelp.
Zee blows hot air at Issac's neck and then starts to nimble his ear lobes, sending chills down Issac's back. Issac?s breathing starts to get heavier and shorter and he speaks softly, "Zee, don't play. I can't take it." "Relax! I want to taste you before dinner. We have not been doing this for quite a while." Zee whispers.
Both of them start to kiss passionately and Zee starts to strip Issac and press him against the cabinet, the atmosphere between them getting hotter. They feel each other with hungry mouths and roving hands. They make out in the kitchen, leaving the basin tap running.
Exclaimer: I am not the writer to this exciting story. But I am proud to introduce a Beautiful Mind and Soul, Convan. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article on my blog.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
(Love Tales 3) Unconditional Love (Part 3)
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