(Issue 54) I would be Happy

I might be back for long or maybe not, depending on how fate decides to play with my career life. More importantly, I thought of coming back to have a conclusion towards my love decision. I decided not to hide my true feelings and to clear up the situation for the both of us.

It is no longer about me making all the decision to what I want but what he wants. I guess it would be easier to accept his decision, rather than to be unfair. No matter what, I will be waiting, even if he had been attached. However do not mistake that I am waiting for a unpleasant situation (I am more than happy that he found someone who loves him more than I do), instead I am waiting for my love to him slowly changes to care and concern for a friend, if he decided not to be together.

Am I being too negative? Is it because I had realise that given anyone, I would be dumped long ago?

Coming to terms with (him and) Me, (gotta be) Myself and (let him decide) I.

Listening to the tunes of: Kylie Minogue with Kermit the Frog - Especially for You
(original duet with Jason Donovan)

Especially for you, I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you
You were in my heart , My love never changed
I still feel the same.

Especially for you, I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you, To be where you are

No matter how far, And now that I'm next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow,

I've got to say

It's all because of you
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is Especially for you

Especially for you, I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life

You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you

I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you Oh,

And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, Oh
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed.