I received a message from Calen on the 2nd and it briefly mention that he liked me but thinks that we should meet lesser. It was then I understand the true meaning of mixed feelings.
I was feeling happy and excited to know that he has the same feelings as I does for him, yet puzzled and confused whether I do I really liked him or take him as a rebound or could it be just an infatuation? At the same time, I was also angry and disappointed. Why would he want us not to meet anymore/lesser? What is holding him back? What have I done wrong for him to shoo me off?
I had always found Calen pleasant to be around with, however I held back my feelings because he is a brother to Cricà and I didn't want to create any awkward situation. This message bothered me for the entire day and I decide to make my own move and let fate decide, and luckily I did.
*Calen likes to keep things in private, so I'm not telling the story*
I guess my early mentions of the future is in our own hands is proven in this situation. Every actions and every word might determine what will be install next for you. What if I didn't make the move, I guess it would be another "Woulda, Shoulda & Coulda".
Calen, I assure you that I am not taking you as a rebound. You have to trust me and take my word, for everything I say is true and deep from my heart.
Its from your favorite singer and the title matches our theme : 鄭秀文 - 如果我們不再見.
如何能 和你就此不相见？ 有时 还会恨
How is it possible for us not to ever meet again? Sometimes I will still hate.
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