Friday, June 08, 2007

(Issue 61) Show Hand

I can't say I am perfect but I can say that I love with all my heart. I truly believe that as time goes by, my feelings will touch the person, but if it didn't, then it could only mean that we are not meant for one another after all.

I was disappointed when Calen told me (quite sometime back) that he doesn't believe in everlasting love. I could understand why one would feel this way in our circle, so I kept quiet. Does this means that he is prepared to give up on his relationship anytime? I understand that both of us are able to let go and move on fast, is it good or healthy for both of us?

I decided to bet my everything, because I know that even if this relationship doesn't last, I will not regret any of my actions, as to love someone is far much more better than to be loved. I am glad to have learn how to love like a parent to the child, always giving and hardly ask for returns. I am also glad that I have no one else to answer to but myself when a relationship fails," Did I give my all? Or was I lying my way through?".

No one gives a better answer other than TIME and your ACTIONS. People can choose to misunderstand you, love you or hate you, but the most important thing is that you work and live according to your heart, because the only person that is going to accompany you for your entire life is you, yourself and your actions. Learn to Love yourself and you will learn to be more positive and appreciative of whatever comes to you regardless of whether it is good or bad.

Coming to terms with (Having Someone Loving)Me, (thanks to you and)Myself (that we are together now) and (Blessed)I.

If you remember, we sang this song together before: Karen 莫文蔚 - Close to You

Why do birds suddenly appear, Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be, Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky, Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be, Close to you.

On the day that you were born, The angels got together, And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold, And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town, Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be, Close to you.


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