(Issue 63) Sweet Talker

How true can words be for it not to come out as Sweet Talk? I guess the only way is for your actions to tell. I had been known to be a Sweet Talker and a Charmer, which is not a good thing, because to me, these are people who uses words to get into someone's else pants.

Then again how do one avoid to be named after them? Like my previous posts, words are getting cheap in this circle but we should not run away from love or never to trust love again because of them. Because one fine day you will find that special someone who will love you whole-heartedly. We need to give love a chance and also people who used to be players and sweet talkers a chance, because I believe that one day, they will grow and learn the true meaning of Love.

They could be what they are because of their past and they will be who they be in the future because of their present. Although we might not turn out to be the one who stay with them forever, but we could be the one who changed them and made them grow.

I guess I say this because the people around me had help me grow and mature (thank you everyone and sorry to those I hurt before) but if not for them and Calen, I guess my life would be different. Sometimes it is not that we are bad, but because we were unaware how hurtful our actions are.

I can only say, "Calen, time would prove with my actions to show. My vows to you are things I promise and like I say I wouldn't promise things that are impossible (i.e. no quarrels and disagreements), for they are part and parcels of a relation. But I promise that I'll hold on to you tighter everytime we have to go through an obstacle, as doing it together would make us understand each other better and bind us tighter. I can't read minds and therefore problems and disagreements must be surface so that I can know you better and avoid doing it to you again. For you I will go that extra mile, because I know you would do the same for me and also with you around I have someone to lean on when I need you the most. Please do not lose trust, confidence and faith in me. What's important is not what others think but how you feel when you are with me. I Love You from deep inside".

Coming to terms with (having you beside)Me, (knowing you and) Myself (better), and (still learning) I.

Listen closely to the Lyrics: Monica - Angel of Mine


When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine