Having jotting down all my experience, all the wonderful moments came running back into my mind and brighten up my day. Having able to forgive, our past disputes and conflicts had appeared to be very insignificant. Yes I did mentioned that I am sorry and regretful to many, for it is because I wasn't sure if I was forgiven. It is often we see the mistakes other did and not reflect back on ourselves. Isn't it always easier to forgive one another when you learn that you are not perfect yourself?
I am a perfectionist, however I came to realize that everyone is not perfect, and with true love and willingness to compromise, you lover slowly and eventually becomes perfect enough, after all 'perfect' is a standard set by your own mind.
There is not point changing a person into someone you would for, for what he is not, with compromise and loving him for what he is, your love will grow stronger and healthy, as there is no mask to put on or worries that he would go back to his old ways. Why not settle for second best than to suffer looking for that perfect one?
Love is when you find out that you still care for that person, even after you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship. For once I can truely say I did not let myself or him down because I love them with my true heart.
Some people find it superficial to forgive the ones who hurt you the most, but had you realize that most of the times you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches? Many times we thought we had moved on, many or us fail to differentiate whether they are back walking on their feet or actually covering the distance on their knees.
The only thing I regret not doing is not things I could have done to save the relation, because I had always been true to myself and know the decision is mine and I have to live with it. The regret would actually be not having a diary to jot down all the simple things we had done together everyday, that had actually put a smile on my face. This diary would then be the best Love Story ever written, only because I can related to the feelings I had truely experienced, and know that it is not any fantasy.
I have to thank everyone in my life, because I believe "Everyone who got where he is, has had to begin where he was". I may not be as positive and able love without regrets if it wasn't for every single one of you. Heartbreaks are bound to appear but as long as we are aware that life has to go on and slowly build the strength to mend our hearts at our own pace, we see the better light of our life.
Coming to terms with (walking at my own pace and enjoying every scene and fresh air with every step I take) Me, (accept everyone for who he is) Myself and (simple and non-perfect) I.
Singing loudly and dancing to the tunes of: Whitney Houston - Step by Step
And this old road is rough and ruined
So many dangers along the way
So many burdens might fall upon me
So many troubles that I have to face
Oh, but I won't let my spirit fail me
Oh, I won't let my spirit go
Until I get to my destination
I'm gonna take it slowly cuz I'm making it mine
Step By Step (you know I'm taking it), bit by bit,
stone by stone, brick by brick, Step by step, day by day,
mile by mile), go your own way.
Say it, baby, don't give up
You got to hold on to what you got,
Oh, baby, don't give up,
You got to keep on moving on don't stop.
I know you're hurting, and i know you're blue,
i know you're hurting but don't let the bad things get to you.
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