Exclaimer: I had found another writer who has an interesting story to tell. His story touches my soul and at the same time made inspired a few of my issues. I am proud to introduce the kind and simple Desmond. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article in my blog.
Part 5 of 5Written and Publish on Sep 9 2005, 04:06 AM
Wayne's parents were seated in the living room watching the TV. When Wayne led me into the living room, their mood darkened immediately.
Wayne strolled over and switched off the TV. The tension grew so thick that it could literally snap anytime. "Mom and Dad, I believe it is time we have a good talk with you."
Wayne's Dad was willing to have an honest conversation. "Wayne, we are doing this for your own good. We don't want you to be confused. What kind of life are you leading without a proper family or child?"
"Dad, I was born with that sexual orientation and I want to make the most out of my life. I care about how you and Mom feel but it is my personal happiness I am talking about. It is hard to find someone whom I love, whom I feel committed to and here you are depriving me of a chance at happiness because you are colored by prejudice."
Wayne held my hand and reiterated, "Mom, Alvin did not point a gun at me. He did not fool me, and if anything, it was I who wanted to be together with him."
I glanced at Wayne's courageous front and felt a sense of pride blooming inside me. "Auntie and Uncle, I do know that you love Wayne very much. I can promise you that I love Wayne, too. If not, I won't commit myself to this relationship. If he feels happier with someone else, I am willing to let him go. I feel proud of Wayne today because he loves you enough to get your blessing. We could have carried on secretly but we didn't have the heart to lie to you."
My tears streamed down uncontrollably. "I am not asking you to accept me but I am asking you to respect Wayne's decision in his happiness. I want him to be happy too."
Wayne's Mom recognized my sincerity and asked softly, "Wayne, are you happy with him?"
Wayne looked at me in a veil of unshed tears. "Yes."
Wayne's father looked at his wife for a moment and said, "If that is what our son wants, so be it. I don't want to end up losing my son." Wayne's Mom nodded reluctantly.
With a broad smile, Wayne jumped and hugged his parents gratefully. "Thank you, Mom and Dad."
I was too happy for words and all I could think of was just thanking them profusely.
His Mom faced me quietly and pleaded, "Take good care of my son."
At that moment, I saw the essence of a Mother's unconditional love for his son. How difficult it was for her to let her son pursue his own road to happiness.
I smiled at Wayne and replied, "I promise you that, Auntie."
*
After we sent Wayne's parents off on Saturday, we decided to spend a lazy Sunday afternoon just doing nothing. The two of us sprawled on the white sofa and watched the Japanese chanteuse Misia belting out 'live' a beautiful ballad 'Everything' from her concert DVD. The staging was spectacular with the orchestra offering majestic support. She was framed in a white and silver dress, looking like a virginal bride celebrating a poignant paean of love.
I met you by chance in the midst of passing time
It's amazing, isn't it? That such a miracle should be so close by
Still missing you, the time passes and I can't see you
Slipping through the door, I remember once again
You laughing with that person
My beloved, please don't make me sad
There are nights when I cry myself to sleep
Don't look at the past, just look at me
You're everything, you're everything
I'm stronger than you think
I don't want any kind lies
All I want is you
How long a time can be called forever?
I want to go with you far, far into the future
I want to peek at those days with you
My beloved, please hold me
Like you always do, in the midst of time's tenderness
Hold my hand, look just at the present
You're everything, you're everything
Even if I'm apart from you
If we could see each other, I'd surely forgive you
Any night
You're everything, you're everything
I'm strong enough to dream of you
Now let's change the power to love
Into courage
You're everything, you're everything
Even if I'm apart from you
If we could see each other, it would all disappear
Even the pain in my heart
You're everything, you're everything
I'm stronger than you think
I don't want any kind lies
All I want is you
You're everything...
As she finished her hypnotic performance, both Wayne and I looked at each other. Even though we couldn't comprehend most of the Japanese lyrics, the singer managed to convey her language of love through the swings of emotions.
Wayne lowered his head and kissed me with the gentleness of a snowflake caressing the ground. His tenderness made my knees weak and my heart melt languidly.
Wayne cooed softly, "I will never get tired of saying 'I love you'. Each time you manage to surprise me more and more."
He may be the most ordinary guy but he is my everything.
And when the thunderous applause from the concert audience came, it really sounded like joyful bells ringing - and celebrating our hard-earned personal victory.
I knew this didn't mark the closing chapter of our love story but my heart was singing as I held Wayne's gaze, knowing that the rest of the journey will be wonderful with him by my side.
Exclaimer: I had found another writer who has an interesting story to tell. His story touches my soul and at the same time made inspired a few of my issues. I am proud to introduce the kind and simple Desmond. Thanks for allowing me to re-post this article in my blog.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
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